As the stars disappeared and the darkest shade of blue slowly turned into soft and warm shades of orange, yellow, and red. And as the sun was rising so were the people.
Character's P.O.V
6:00am
"Ok, Ok, Ok..." I said as I wiped the sweat off my brow. Today is Valentines day and I'm supposed to be given him that...
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I looked at the giant teddy in the corner of my room. I could feel my heart racing, "Oh God.." I mumbled to myself, will he like it? What if he rejects me. I could feel my heart race a million beats per second.
"Wait—He's MY boyfriend! What am I thinking?" I snap as I try to calm down.
I changed into my pretties dress, a white dress with the back and shoulders exposed in the shape of a diamond, and white roses on the hemline it.
I let loose of my puffy, long, thick, curly, black hair. And put it into a high ponytail, i've always loved my hair, but never once played in it, just to keep it healthy. It reaches the very bottom of my back. I put a couple curly strings in the front of my face and in front of my ears.
I was never one for makeup so I applied a little lip gloss. As I looked in the mirror while rubbing my lips together, I started to think about Richie.
Richie is my boyfriend , he's about 5'6 with blonde hair and green mixed with brown eyes and a charming smile. I blushed at the thought of him. He was always so good at everything... it makes me admire him even more. I break out of the trance and realized I've been thinking about him the entire time. "I'm such a weird little fuck." I clasp my face with my hand, and i smirk feeling my face heat up.
10:00am
First stuffed the giant teddy in the car, I hopped into my white chevy, i rubbed the steering wheel, "heyy big mommmm-maaa~" i said in a cooing voice, i had just bought this truck a month ago, and when i tell you I'm in LOVE. I worked hard for my baby. I turned the ignition and pressed my foot on the gas as i headed to Richie's apartment.
When i arrived up to the right apartment building. I walked up the woman at the desk, she looked at me astonished. Probably because of the giant bear "W-Welcome , how m-may I help you?" She was tall with short brown hair with bangs, her eyes were dark green.
"Umm, yes please." I smiled and she flinched and blushed . "Do you know where ...Richie—" "RICHIE MINROE?!" she cut me short and looked at me with wide eyes. Her sudden scream scared me "umm I'm so so sorry...r-room 219, floor 3" i grabbed the bear and looked at her "Thank you!, happy valentines day!" I said as i reached my hand into my purse with one hand and pulled out a twenty dollar bill . She grabbed it and looked up at me "T-T-Thank you...same to you!" I nodded, smiled and walked away.
I made it to floor three and i could feel my heart racing . I was still dragging the giant bear in the halls. As i arrived at his door I began to panic . "Oh Gods...I won't chicken out .." I looked at the door number. I was just about to knock when—" i froze "Ah-AH~! Don't stop rich! Fuck~!" I stood outside the door when herd I the elevator door click, and it was the lady from the front desk . I could feel myself shaking. "Hey—.." a long pause accord. I ran into the elevator with the giant bear in my arms. And pressed the button to get back to the home floor.
11:00 I'm speeding down the road in a rush to get home but i can barely see the road with my eyes full of tears that I'm trying to hold back. I feel cold but hot. my hands are shaking, i feel betrayed.. i get a text from Richie but i decided to ignore it. I pressed down harder on the gas not caring what would happen or what will happen. But nothing does.
Home***
I crash open the door breaking the doorknob. But i didn't care . I started realizing how i REALLY feel on the inside, like all my happiness and all my emotions were an act...i started getting a familiar feeling of pain and brokenness. I burst into the bathroom, looking into the mirror i started crying, i looked into my eyes that were two different colors, one grey and the other black sometimes they'd change into different colors . Like black and blue or black and green. I punched the mirror cracking it.
I looked into the mirror and remembered. Monster. Freak. Disgusting. The words swirled around my head like boomerangs, i looked back into the mirror and saw my nose bleeding , my head started throbbing. "Ugh." I groaned as i held my head. I Grabbed my phone and called a blurred contact that said "Baby✨❤️" i clicked the audio call button and as soon as Rich answered i felt my tone of voice become different.
"Mmm, hello?" He said with a tired and exaggerated voice to make it seem like he just woke up..sadly I've herd this same tone before.. and I'd always go.."aww~ you're such a sleepyhead wake up!" But now i felt nothing but rage .
"hey, Richie..." i said blankly , with no emotion. "Baby, you okay?, you sound different." I continue. "Yeah, I need to talk to you...." I here the coldness in my voice. "I-I ummm.....—" I hear giggles in the background of the call. "shhhh~ *kiss* she'll hear you"
I began to feel my head pounding and my body began to shake .
"Hey...richie" I never call him Richie. And i guess he started catching on.
"err..baby you okay..you never c-call..ah...me Richie" "You didn't forget did you." "Forget wha—" BEEEEPPPP.
I hung up the phone with mixed emotions swirling about . I throw my phone not knowing what I'm feeling. My phone rings 2 times and its a message from my sister, Kimora, it's a long paragraph telling me Happy birthday. I lay in bed just about to cry when i hear a voice in my head.."you've forgotten who you are!" The voice screams .
