The last time we talked I wasn't a mistake and now look at me. I've got many scares that they will never see. They read my stuff and its hard talking to them when I'm a monster. All I do is hurt people. I hurt my family and my friends. Who would want a girl like me? I know they wouldn't. I'm crazy and should die. Maybe everyone would be happy without me. So screw myself I'm useless and a bitch. Have fun being famous while I gain fame for my self hate.