People keep saying I will heal- I won't. I have been feeling overwhelming emotions, mourning being a major part. I felt everything- Anger, Despair, Shock.You feel so much love, so much hope, and you end up losing all of it. Nobody can replace Melody. She really was my sweet melody.
Everytime I asked her sister(who is now 3 and a half)- "Where's Melody" She replies "she flew to heaven"
Melody come back- I am so alone.
My broken heart speaks loneliness in every shard
I thought our bond glowed hard
Our love is like a melting candle, becoming slack
I really want you back
My heart, now black
My dripped tears
Led me out of here
Out of fear
Tears continuing to pour
What was once bright
Is now dim light
We were once happy…
Our life, once a white canvas
Painted on by the blood
And darkness of my soul
The world is driving me insane
Loneliness driving my pain
Pain that we once never felt
What is building up inside me I dare not say
For my pleasure will be driven away
The pleasure I had thinking of you each and every day
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Blissful Silence
PoetryThe death of my best friend left a whole. A whole in my soul. People keep saying I will heal- I won't. Her death was blissful yet boggling, beautiful yet heart aching , I really loved her. I wrote many poems of many genres, this one killed me while...