Did I ever heal?

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People keep saying I will heal- I won't. I have been feeling overwhelming emotions, mourning being a major part. I felt everything- Anger, Despair, Shock.You feel so much love, so much hope, and you end up losing all of it. Nobody can replace Melody. She really was my sweet melody.

Everytime I asked her sister(who is now 3 and a half)- "Where's Melody" She replies  "she flew to heaven"

Melody come back- I am so alone.

My broken heart speaks loneliness in every shard

I thought our bond glowed hard

Our love is like a melting candle, becoming slack

I really want you back

My heart, now black

 

My dripped tears

Led me out of here

Out of fear

Tears continuing to pour

 

What was once bright

Is now dim light

We were once happy…

 

Our life, once a white canvas

Painted on by the blood

And darkness of my soul

 

The world is driving me insane

Loneliness driving my pain

Pain that we once never felt

 

What is building up inside me I dare not say

For my pleasure will be driven away

The pleasure I had thinking of you each and every day

 

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 22, 2014 ⏰

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