Every love story has its bad moments and good moments, But the other day it was nothing but a good memory for me, not for Tyler. This is my side of the story...
☼Thursday☼
Dear Future Self,
Today I flew to West Hollywood to do some collabs and meet with a couple friends and family who I havn't seen in a very long time. The first person I met was Tyler Oakley, the person I'm in love with secretly. The thing is with love, the person you love might not feel the same way however I felt the love and I had to tell him in some way shape or form. So I went to his house to visit him and he greeted me with a hug I was trying to find the right moment to tell him how I feel, he is gay too so I thought I might have a shot. We sat down and talked for hours and we had the most deep converstion that I've ever experienced, he reached to grab m hand and I was starstruck I wanted to kiss him so badly and be with him but he grabbed my hand and instead of kissing me he told me "Your gonna get through these experinces and when your ready we will have to talk, but right now I have to go to shane's house for a planned collab." I thought he was gonna kiss me but he didn't.
☼Friday☼
Dear Future Self,
Today I met Tyler again and I figured I have to tell him so I went to his house unplanned and as he opened the door I just went all in and kissed him he as if there were any camera's around but I said "IT'S REAL FOR ME TROYLER MAKES MY HEART BEAT!" He looks away and says "No we cannot!"I run away ccrying and he tries to stop me I get in my car and drive away. Later that day he invited me to his house he sent me a text that read "Please come over I need to explain things" Instead of responding I head over t his house I was scared that he didn't feel anything for me he's waiting for me outside his front door and tells me to come in, I start bursting out with tears
"I'm sorry Tyler, But I am in love with you. I cant control love especially with you please forgive me"
-Tyler Responds-
"I like you too but I am not in love with you"
-I respond-
"Can you give me a chance Tyler? PLEASSSSEEEEEE!!!"
Tyler reaches in to kiss me as I grab his waist, he takes me to the couch and in seconds we are already losing our shirts he touches me and it tickles but I let fim do it his glasses fall to the ground as he rubs his body against mine and starts yelling "SLAAAYYYY!" I laugh we take it to the bedroom to be more romantic, he puts me against the wall and kisses my neck. He threw me on the bed and jumped on top of me.
☼Saturday☼
I wake up in bed practiclly naked as Tyler lays down next to me sleeping. I looked at the time and it was almost 12:00 pm I gave him a kiss goodbye. Once I was out the door Tyler said
"I love you so much"
-I respond-
"I love you more"
Once I got in my car we yelled each other
"Troyler Is Real"
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Troyler is real, For me anyways
FanfictionEveryone knows I'm gay, I have many ships with different youtuber's but of course I must have a favourite and his name is Tyler Oakley.
