Sorry....

My Letter to You

As I begin to write
I start to wonder if this will ever make things right
But that glimmer of hope must exist
Because my dumbass had it good yuh zeet
It all started with a little doubt
Now it has me wondering...."bredda how?"
To me you were more than just a human
On average you were super woman
But titles like that undermine you
Because you're a bit too crazy to be seen as something that's untrue
Your sense of humor was out of this world
But you always laughed till it became a cure
Well now your gone I really don't know what else to say
I truly miss you but I caused all this dismay
I lied from fear
I promised I wouldn't dare
But I sank so low
Lost everything including my flow
But now this hurt I caused
The trust is gone
Will you forgive?
Your mercy I beg
It's hard to prove you meant a lot to me
After what I did I'm lucky you didn't kill me
But to hear your voice again
To see you smile
To finally hug u
To feel the warmth from your small loving stature
I can't say sorry enough
But mi a beg you a chance
Even if it's my last
I wanna do this right
Take the time to show you I'm that light
To prove to you I am different
To finally tell you how much I loved you
I lost not just a friend
But the sun
The light to many rainy days
The true forgiveness for all my sins
A blessing you are
So simple but elite
I really tried to do things right
But I fell to my past mistakes
Worried for my future
That i lost sight of the present
I'm really sorry
This is my letter to you