Best Friends (Kuroo/Kenma Reader) - Kenma's Path

Part 1

"I was going to tell him F/N-chan wanted to see him, but it seems like they've made up," Bokuto whispered, wiggling his eyebrows.

Kenma and Bokuto stood outside the room, peeking through a crack in the door.

What is this feeling? Kenma thought, I'm happy they talked it out, but why does my stomach hurt watching them? What's this feeling in my chest?

Kenma looked down, feeling confused.

"It's weird, though," Bokuto whispered, "I always thought you were more of a fit for F/N, but I guess love happens in mysterious ways, huh?"

Love. Love. Love. Love. Love.

"I think I feel jealous, Bokuto-san," Kenma replied.

"Ohoho? Do you love F/N?" He asked.

"I don't know. My stomach hurts, my chest is heavy..." Kenma put his hand over his chest, brow furrowed at the sight before him.

Bokuto put an arm around his shoulder, "Let's go somewhere else now, yeah?" He asked, leading him away.

-

"F/N,"... Kuroo whispered, pulling his head back, "Do you love Kenma?" 

His question snapped you back into reality. Being that close to someone really gives you a foggy brain. 

"Huh?" You managed to ask. 

"Do you love Kenma?" He repeated. 

"Well of course." 

"As MORE than just a friend," He said. 

You eyes widened and you thought. 

More...? 

You definitely had those thoughts run in and out of your brain every time romance came up, but... you never thought DEEP about it. It always scared you. Relationships, love, all of that was never interesting to you. And then suddenly, it seems like it's always around now. Maybe it was time to face your fears and actually think about it.

"I-I'm not sure," You answered truthfully. 

He smiled and ruffled your hair, as he does.

"I think you do. You should think on it. You should get to bed now, kay?" He says. 

You awkwardly stood and said your goodbye. 

-

You lay and listen to light snores and heavy breathing all around you, thoughts full of Kenma, Kenma, Kenma.

Yeah, his company is lovely. You get lonely without him. You always wanna tell him everything. You love playing games with him. Your personalities are similar. You get along with his family. He's very cute. 

Cute. 

CUTE.

You think of his smile, his soft voice, his small bits of rage during games. All cute. 

His soft skin. His soft hair. His smell.

All so lovely. 

So maybe... you do love him.

Well, no. Stop. 

You feel that way about Kuroo too.

But, romantic feelings...

Could you kiss Kenma...? Okay, yes. Kuroo... no.

OH, shit. 

Intimacy. Connection. Adoration. Devotion.