I Can't Live Without Him~ Ondreaz Lopez

Chapter 35~ Couples first arguement

I let Dre kiss and touch me, but I didn't let him f*ck me, so he went to take a shower. I just don't want our relationship to be all about s*x and he agrees with that, at least I think. I was laying in bed reading people's comments from our recent posts about our relationship. Believe it or no, people were actually supporting us. Everyone shipped us and thought we were cute. Not like I needed their opinion on if we should or shouldn't be together, but I am happy everyone loves us. Ondre comes out of the shower in just a towel wrapped around him.
"Hey baby," I say smiling.
"Hey," He says changing and getting in bed.
He turns on his side with his back facing away from me. I move over to cuddle next to him, but he pushes me off.
"Dre... Are you mad at me?" I ask him moving his head to face me.
"No. Just leave me alone I am trying to sleep," He tells me turning his head away.
"Dre your obviously mad. Why babe?" I ask him as I play with his hair.
"I'm not just stop," He tells me getting up.
"Where are you going?!" I ask him following him.
"To sleep on the sofa because your f*cking annoying me," He tells me getting me upset.
"Wow! How about you go back to your place if your going to be like this! And before you ask, the dog is staying with me!" I yell at him.

He looks like he is going to break something. He is fuming with anger, I have never seen him like this.
"Yeah I'll go back to my place. Don't call me tomorrow," He tells me grabbing his stuff.
"We have a great day and now you start this Dre!" I shout at him causing Lady to wake up.
"I started this?" He asks moving his fist towards me.
I back up and stare at him. He looks down at his fist and knows he f*cked up.
"Baby, I'm sorry. You know i'd never hurt you," He tells me trying to hug me.
"I want you gone!" I scream at him.
"Baby let's talk about it. We made an agreement to talk about things instead of argue," He tells me sitting down on the sofa.
"Fine," I say and stay standing. "Why are you being like this?" I ask him.
"I was just pissed you didn't want to have s*x that's all," He tells me.
"You got made because I refused s*x. I f*cking always give you s*x and you get made at me one time because I don't want to do it! I want our relationship to be more than s*x!" I scream.
"Well I had throbbing b*ner and you left me to have to jack off in the shower," He says getting up.
"I think you should go home. I really can't deal with you right now," I tell him heading to towards the apartment door and opening it.
"Don't call me when you miss me," He tells me out of anger.
"Oh I won't," I tell him as he walks out and I slam the door behind me.

I sit down on my bed feel depressed as ever. I thought my depression went away, but I guess it didn't. I go over to the kitchen and grab a knife. I-i use to do this went I was depressed about David. I was so used to him hurting me that it didn't hurt. I pick up the knife but the door swings open.
"I forgot my phone!" Ondre screams walking in.
He sees me holding the knife above my wrist.
"Oh baby!" He says running over to me and pulling the knife away from me.
He pulls me into a hug and I start to sob into his chest.
"I should of never left," He tells me as he rubs my back. "I'm glad I came back because I won't ever leave you," He tells me pushing my head up to look at him.
He flicks away a tear with his thumb.
"I'm so sorry. It isn't all about s*x and I don't want to make you feel like your with David," He tells me. "I don't want you to cut yourself baby," He tells me picking me up and setting me on the bed.
"I love you Dre," I tell him as he lays down next to me and pulls me close to him.
"I love you too Y/N. Your my everything and I promise we will be together forever no matter the struggles," He says kissing my forehead.
Everything felt better after that.