Falling: Castiel x Reader

💙Blue eyes💙

Flashback

There you were. In the barn with your older brother and uncle Bobby and the barn was shaking. You held your gun tightly and looked at the doors that flew open. A man in a trenchcoat with messy blackish brownish hair with gorgeous blue eyes.

That's what stood out to you the most. The way his eyes were captivating to you and they made you stop and stare for a moment but he said words you never thought you would hear: "I'm an angel of the lord."

Damn right he is, you thought as you looked him up and down, not believing him until he showed his gorgeous wings and you saw a light above his head that was a halo.

Maybe someone could warn you how far you would fall for someone.

End of flashback

You remembered that day like it was yesterday. Today was surprisingly peaceful as you sat in the library in the bunker, alone. You looked at a picture you had of you and Castiel. Why is he so pretty?  You thought as you sighed softly, setting the photograph down and looked around. Your brothers, Sam and Dean were gone on a case and you had been on more than they have and they told you that you deserved a break, which they were right. They were busy with literally everything, being in the spotlight.

You frowned a little remembering your father and how he treated you. He didnt believe in you and he would ruin your life when you were looking out for your brothers. And when it was the time of month he didnt bother helping with anything, only just putting more pressure on you as he looked for a fucking demon. But then you remembered your mother.

She was so sweet and loving to you and you loved that. But you were the middle child. And we all know how that is.

Castiel walked into the library and he was going somewhere else but he saw you and he stopped and he furrowed his eyebrows and walked over, taking a seat beside you.

"Y/n, why are you crying?" Castiel asked as he used his thumb to wipe your tears. You didnt realize you had started crying with thinking about everything and thinking negatively about yourself. As Castiel looked genuinely concerned about you, it made you yearn to be with him more so than ever before.

The way his eyebrows furrowed when he was confused or he didnt understand a reference, it was the cutest thing to you. But when he smiled, oh your heart melted for him. You were so lost in your thoughts about him that you didnt realize he was repeating your name, wanting to know what upsetted you.

"Y/n!" He said a little louder which snapped you out or your thoughts.

"Sorry, yes?" You asked looking at him.

"Why were you crying?" He asked concerned as he set a hand on your arm. You glanced at his hand then looked him in the eyes.

"I was just.. thinking." You said. Castiel didnt often read your mind because he respected you more than you knew. That's also why he never said anything about how he felt about you. He assumed you wouldnt reciprocate the emotions and the sweet angel never read your mind to know how you truly felt about you. But he was so concerned that he did. He read your mind and found out what upsetted you and he frowned and his eyebrows unfurrowed and he looked remorseful for what you had to go through.

"Y/n.. I am very sorry you had to experience that," he said and he pulled you into a hug since you had taught him how to hug. You always loved his touch and you teared up and smiled as you hugged him back.

"I-it's okay Cas," you muttered as you sniffled and you wiped your tears, feeling much better from a simple hug. Who knew that would change how you felt in a heartbeat. You gave a warm smile and he returned it as you looked at his lips then his eyes and smiled.

"I would like you to know that if you would like to speak to someone about how you feel, I am here for you, alright?" Castiel said in his gruff voice that you loved so much. You nodded and smiled loving his voice. Then you gulped and worked up the courage to say how you felt.

"Actually.. there is something I would like to speak about.." you rubbed the back of your neck after pulling away from his arms.

Castiel looked curious and asked, "what would that be?" He furrowed his eyebrows and his eyes glistened with curiosity.

You took a shaky breath then spoke:

"I love you, Castiel" you said and squeezed your eyes shut not knowing what he would say as you turned away scared about what he would say.

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Published on: May 30, 2020
Word count: 882