The Drug To My Heart \\ Depressed Reader x K. Bakugo

Chapter 5

~WARNINGS- CURSING, CUTTING REFERENCES\ FLASHBACKS\ MEMORIES, AND THINGS GET CUTE~

A\N: 'This means thinking'

                                                                                     'I promise'

   A few weeks have passed since the training day with Bakugo and Kirishima. I've settled in well in the dorms and really enjoy the atmosphere of UA. My classes are still very easy and I'm making more friends now that everyone understands not to be scared of me as long as I'm not on their bad side. 

Kirishima and I have been hanging out a lot lately. He invites me over to his room late at night to listen to music or watch a movie. Sometimes Bakugo or Denki joins us, but mostly it's just us two. I really enjoy Kirishima and we've gotten a lot closer, so close that he wants me to call him by his first name Eijiro. Every time I call him by his first name, I get funny looks from my classmates since I use to only call him red. I only call him Eijiro now, but sometimes I call him Kiri or Kirishima, but that's usually in my head.

   As for Bakugo, I think I like him... like more then a friend. We have also gotten closer, I guess you can call us best friends now. He won't talk about the time on the training field because he knows it upsets me. Bakugo and I have been hanging out more as well. Unlike Eijiro, I invite Bakugo over to my dorm room. Or we hang out in the common area together and watch movies. But when he's in my dorm he's different, he seems more open and not as explosive as he normally is... it's like he trusts me.

  I like to call Bakugo by his first name, Katsuki, in the middle of class because I know it embarrasses him. It causes him to flip out and turn as red as a tomato. But when we are alone, either if it's in the common room or my dorm, he doesn't get mad. His face still turns red out of embarrassment but he doesn't mind it. I'm the only one in the class that he doesn't have a nickname for, he just calls me Y\N. He has gotten more comfortable in my presence, so comfortable that he lets me rest my head on his shoulder or sit in his lap. But only when were in mine or his dorm alone, or when we are in Kiri's dorm and he's not looking. He also lets me do these things in the common room, but as you guessed it, when we are alone.

 There isn't much to say about Deku, he's just been avoiding me for the past few weeks. He's also acting a little weird, weirder then normal. Whenever I make eye contact with him, he just looks away scared and his whole face turns very pale. He gets even more scared when I'm with Bakugo and make eye contact with him because Bakugo usually looks were I look. The whole situation is just awkward for Deku, and scary.

  Right now I'm laying in my bed scrolling though social media. It's a Friday night around 6pm and I just got back to my dorm after finishing my homework with Eijiro and Denki. I haven't seen Katsuki since school, but I'm not worried about him right now. Right now, I'm worried about my empty stomach and my snacks in my mini fridge aren't cutting it. So I got out of my bed and put some comfy clothes on instead of the uniform that I was currently wearing. It was a long, over-sized T-shirt and short-shorts. 

'You can't even tell I have shorts on. Oh well, hopefully no ones out and about tonight.' 

  I slowly opened my door and left my dorm room, locking it behind me and putting the keys in my pocket. They were little pockets so the keys could easily fall out, but I wasnt worried.

  I got into the elevator and hoped no one was in it. I stood in the elevator, alone, and looked down at my arm. Only my scars were viable and no new cuts, I wanted to keep my promise with Eijiro and Katsuki. I've been the happiest I've been in years, I haven't been to work because I wasn't living on my own anymore, and I have people around me, people who care about me.

  The ding of the elevator brought me back to reality. I stepped out and walked towards the kitchen, but before I could get any closer I spotted a familiar blonde sitting on the couch. I snuck beside the couch and jumped on top of Katsuki.

"WHAT THE HELL!?" Bakugo nearly fainted I scared him so bad. "Well hello to you to Katsuki!" I greeted the boy while lying face up on my back on his lap. I closed my eyes and gave him a huge smile. "WHO THE HELL ARE YOU CALLING KATSUKI!?" I sat up and crisscrossed my legs facing face to face with Bakugo still on his lap. His face was bright red, reder the Kiri's hair. 

  'What? His face only get this red when...'

  I turned around slightly to look at the couches behind me and saw that the whole class 1-A was staring at us two.

  Mina was recording, Deku was as pale as a ghost, Eijiro was shocked, Denki had his mouth wide open, Hagakure was... there, Sero was stoned, Uraraka had her mouth opened as well, and the rest of the class was shocked. I turned back around to look at Katsuki, and he was...smiling? But it was a evil smile. Bakugo put his hand on my ass and smiled wider.

  "Are you even wearing pants?" Bakugo looked me up and down. "Uhh.. yes!" I was now as red as Kiri's hair. I couldn't even imagine what the faces of my classmates were right now. "How's it feel to be embarrassed Y\N?" Bakugo stood up and flung me over his shoulder, I was now looking at my classmates and their faces were as red at mine was. I couldn't even tell were Kiri's hairline ended and his face began. 

  "Well it's not very fun Katsu." I used my nickname for Katsuki this time. "That's what I thought Y\N, now apologize to your classmates." Bakugo still had me slung over his shoulder facing everyone I know. "God Mr. Aizawa, I'm sorry everyone." I put a pout on my face and started to pound on Katsuki's back. "Let me down Katsu, I said I was sorry!" I continued to pound on his strong back. "Wow, your strong Katsu!" "Pfft!" Bakugo let out a little playful laugh and dropped me back on the couch. "Ow!" I started to straighten my posture and sat upright with my legs crisscrossed. "Well don't be a little bitch next time and that won't happen!" Bakugo sat down next to me, put his arm around my waist and pulled me right next to him. I put my head on his shoulder and looked at everyone. I stuck up my middle finger and let Katsuki say the rest.

"Shows over dumb asses! Go back to acting like I wasn't here." I put down my hand when Bakugo stopped talking. Surprisingly everyone went back to what they were doing. Bakugo put his head on top of mine which was still on his shoulder. I started to doze off with a smile, just thinking about the weekend made me happy

'Aw, the weekend.'

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A\N Maybe I put some kissy kissy in the next chapter, who knows!? Oh ya, I do. [Insert evil laugh here] ;)