7/4/15
Dear confessions journal, once I used to be a small innocent little girl with a big heart filled with kindness but that all changed. I guess you're wondering who I am and what I am Talking about. Well we will get to that, but for right now if you are reading this I hope you are not a scared easily because if you are I suggest not reading this because once you start to you can't go back. I'm Lee Noël, I'm 16 I have deep brown eyes and light pale skin. Now you may be wondering why I have a Korean last name and a French first name, it's because I'm half Korean half French. The only thing is that I don't know who my parents are, although I've gotten pretty used to being alone. Anyway today was another awful day at my foster family. They treat me like I'm their slave but they will regret what they have done to me. Sometimes I wonder if there is any good in the world anymore. When I was younger world seamed so alive and filled with love and kindness. Now it's filled with crime and pain and it seems dreadful and dreary. Ugh I can't wait until I'm legal and I can get out of this awful place! If you are wondering why I hate this place so much, It's because my foster dad has raped me. I also get physical abuse, did I also mention that I sleep in the basement. Now you're probably wondering how I became an assassin and why am I not doing assassin things now and why am I in a foster home. We'll all those questions will be answered very soon.
Noël!! What do you want? We have got to go to a very important meeting so you will do all of housework and your chores, oh and I want it to be spot less! Do I make myself clear? Yes Jennifer loud and clear. Good because you know what will happen if you don't. Baby are you ready? Yes I am babe. Then let's go we don't want them waiting for us or to be late. OK doll I will be out there in just a few minutes. What do you want Eric? Be good and maybe I won't have to give you a punishment instead I could give you a treat. I do want your treats Eric! Oh feisty I like it. Eric we have to go!! Ok I coming! Remember our little talk for later.
