If you hate him, why did you kiss him?

If you hate him, why did you kiss him chpt 13

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JASON

As I walked down the stairs I heard playful laughter and screaming from Sarah's floor. I clenched my fists as I tried to control myself and to resist the urge to bang down the door and kill him.

She was my girl and I couldn't believe that what I did to her was all for the sake of my stupid job. I had broken her heart and knowingly done it,

That night up there 3 nights ago was so special. I loved her I really did but now she was gone. I promised myself right there on the spot that I was going to tell her the truth, she was going to know what I did even if she killed me.

She needed to know.

“Come on Jay just get over it.” I said while mentally slapping myself.

I walked outside to my awaiting Audi and got in and drove back to my life that I hated so much right now.

SARAH

He grabbed my wrists and dragged me out from behind the book shelf.

“Jake, this isn't fair.” I said as he helped me up.

“I know, after all you have no chance as I'm a big strong muscular man.” He said flexing his arm.

“Pfft, you can't even run without dying.” I said.

He slightly closed his eyes giving me the ' I hate you' stare.

I rolled my eyes.

“Well it's getting late and I better be going.” Jake said.

I nodded as I walked to the front door.

“Well thanks Jake I had a fun time this afternoon even though you pushed my buttons in class.” I said.

“Yeah sorry about that.” He said.

I waved my hand in a don't worry about it gesture.

“Now about that hug.” He said,

I rolled my eyes and stepped forward and let him hug me.

“Ah now doesn't sharing the love help?” He asked.

“Love?” I asked him questionably.

“You know that I love you.” He said patting his heart.

I shook my head and raised my hands up in a helpless gesture.

“Bye Jake and have a good night sleep.” I said.

“Hey Sarah what time do you want me to pick you up to take you to the hospital?” He asked.

I put my hand on my head and rubbed the back of my neck.

“How about we get an early start to beat the Manly traffic?” He suggested.

“Hmm, how about 6?” I asked.

He nodded his head.

“Sounds good to me.”

There was a question on my mind.

“Hey Jake, where do you live?” I asked.

“Um I live just 3 suburbs away from you, why?” He asked.

“Um no reason, just curious I guess.”

“Alright well I'll see you later.” He said.

“Ok sure bye.” I said while watching him walk down the corridor.

I closed the red door and walked into my bed room. Wow it was really messy, I needed to clean up so badly. I wasn't tired and it was still early so I started picking things up.