Feeling Strange (Jennie Kim X Fem Reader)

Chapter 10

Y/N's pov

"I don't like you, that's why I'm getting my revenge" I whispered on her ears.

I laughed on my mind because Jennie eonnie are really look shocked and confused right now. I was in her top that's why I'm looking down to her. I keep my cool aura for more thrill, I just want to tease her and didn't thought about her believing me.

"No!!! You don't hate me... Hahaha let me go Y/N Park!! ",she keep on struggling, eonnie are so funny right now I wanted to laugh but I need to be cool.

I  lean to her face while making an eye contact. Her eyes widened the more I came closer to her face and I can heard how she gulp from nervousness. I was inches away to her face then she moved her face in left side meanwhile her neck was now attracting me. I gulp unconsciously while biting my lips this isn't part of my plan. I'm just going to tease her and not to rape her.

I sigh slowly and use my free hand to remove some strand of her hair on her face. Jennie eonnie was indeed beautiful she wasn't looking at me that's why I used it to stare on her side face, her cheeks looks so fluffy it reminds me of dumplings, her feline eyes that's make her more beautiful.

I was adoring her whole face when my eyes landed on her plump lips. It was half open just like when she was sleeping. I remember the taste of it I wonder if it was still sweet just like last night. But hell stop, I won't rape her okay?

I fell my body in the free space on her side. She was shocked when I did it, when she realized that I let go of her hand she stood up and get her pillow.

"What's wrong with you, you're so weird!! ",she yelled and attacked me with the pillow she's holding.

I let her do what she's doing while I'm hugging myself. It wasn't hurting me cause I'm used to it.

"Yah eonnie!! I'm just teasing you okay? You should prepare now for your flight. ",I said and hurriedly left the bed.

"I swear to God don't ever do it again!",she yelled then I chuckled silently.

I go to the terrace again and didn't mind of what she was doing. I stare to my phone and the time says 5:45 am I can finally saw the sunrise sooner.People are now doing their own business outside and so am I later. I hope that I can do my job fine,since modeling was really giving me a pressure I only pose in front of a camera if I had a photoshoot for my album and music video also when I'm in front of my fans. I open my phone and message my manager about my photoshoot.

Manager-nim, what time we're going to leave?
Sent.

Glad that you're awake maybe we could leave in 8.
Seen.

I woke up in 5 am manager-nim and I had nothing to do right now.
Sent.

How about Jennie how's she was doing?
Seen.

She's doing her own business. Btw I got something on my neck I'm afraid that  the photograper and make up artist might saw it.
Sent.

Huh? What happen to your neck?
Seen.

Ahhh nevermind.
Sent.

Y/N Park tell me.
Seen.

Damn she was mad I can't escape manager-nim if I'm in situation like this. She said I shoukd be always honest to her and she'll do the same or else she will punish me or I'll be grounded for almost one week.

The truth is I had bruise in my neck.
Sent.

What? Where do you get that?
Seen.

Accident?
Sent.

Don't answer me with question kid.
Seen.

I'll tell you later manager-nim I had something to do.
Sent.

Aish this kid.
Seen.

The truth is I had nothing to do I just don't want to answer her and I'm lazy to type a message.

I didn't notice that the sun is already rising, the light touch my bare skin that's why I caught its attention. I lean on the railings and enjoy my moment with the sunrise. The lights are covering my whole body instead of feeling pain because of heat I enjoyed it more. It feels like the sunrise bringing lights on my dark life the more I felt the heat the more I felt happy. I close my eyes and inhale the fresh air this is the life I wanted forever, the life without struggle only happiness but sad reality it won't happen.

I was enjoying my moment alone with my eyes close when I heard the sound of camera in my side. I open my eyes and saw Jennie eonnie capturing the sunrise with her phone. She's not aware that I'm looking at her since she was busy capturing the sun. I notice that she's already wearing her dress for her flight. She was in pony tail and some strand of her soft hair flying on her face they're looks like dancing along the warm wind. I stare on her side faces in awe because of how gorgeous she is. Everytime she captured the sun she looked in her phone and smile afterwards must be proud of her art.

Before she caught me staring like a maniac I looked away and sigh slowly. Suddenly, I asked myself of why I've feeling this strange feelings since I used to be not attracted to other people and even my friend in middle school called me asexual for not liking someone even though lots of kids that time likes me and some of them are heels over me.

I never been in a relationship before, I don't like the idea of breaking the relationship of the two people when they're having a good relationship together. What is the point of having a relationship together when someday you two will break up and be stranger forever? It was useless to have a romantic relationship with someone after of let's be together there are always I don't want to see you forever. Loving and smiling together currently but later on one of you will cry alone, every night, every moment,and every single day. Would you still want a relationship? If you're already aware of its outcome? Better say No.