Poems part two I guess..

I'm never there in time

I've always been focused on making them happy.

The voices praise me when I do.

Telling me I did things right.

I've known this to be true.

I love making people happy

I feel better when I do

Though I'm not the best at it..

It helped when I had you

You always helped me smile

And washed away the rain

Made me smile when I was down

And took away my pain

I want to be that person for them

The one they know they can trust

But it just doesn't help when you have

A mind of cobwebs and dust

I try to help, I really do

It helps me when I think of you

But someone else is always there

showing them they really care

I'm never there fast enough

They saw my offer as a bluff

And now I'm nothing

yes it's true

but it'd be nice to be nothing

if you were there too