Marissa's Note to To readers:
Ok so it's way to late for a Christmas chapter I'm sorry I didn't get to make it so here we go...
4 months later
Your P.O.V
It's been four months since Izaya and I kept our secret from Shizuo but the thing is I don't really think Izaya really loves me I have a feeling this is a scam. Anyways Izaya texted me to meet him on his apartments building roof so I got ready to meet him I wore (Favorite Outfit) and my (H/L) (H/C) (hair in a high ponytail/left it down) Once I was ready I left the apartment luckily Shizuo was still asleep so he wouldn't be questioning me.
A Few Minutes Later
I arrived on the top of the apartment building I stood there waiting for him to come. I waited for another 16 minutes. I started to walk towards the stairs until I heard the someone running up to me I looked behind me and saw Izaya who had that annoying (yet attractive) smirk. I looked at him "What the hell are you up to." I said looking at him. "Wow that's harsh (Y/N)~ Chan." I rolled my eyes and looked ahead watching the busy streets of Ikebukuro.
Izaya's P.O.V
The first time I saw (Y/N) she seemed more happier especially when I asked her out but when I asked her out I didn't have any feelings for her I still don't. I only asked her out just so I can get some more information on Shizuo-chan. Anyways she looked more happier around me and now she doesn't I wonder what I did to her. I looked at her (Y/N) I said but she wouldn't turn around to face me she just looked down "Izaya do you really love me or is this just a scam." My eyes widened when she said that "What the hell am I suppose to say." I thought to myself. I looked at her "Of course I do." I said smiling. Why do I have to lie but if I tell the truth it might hurt her and if I hurt her then Shizuo can hurt me. She turned around and looked at me "Then show it." With that she walked away. I know I haven't been treating her like a real boyfriend but still I don't have feelings for her so what's the point I looked down and walked to my apartment room
Shizuo's P.O.V
It's been 4 months and since these 4 months (Y/N) has been going out a lot I have a feeling that she's been seeing someone. So next time she goes out I might as well see what kind of bastard she's dating or seeing but that means I have to stalk her.
Your P.O.V
I arrived at the apartment and sighed Shizuo looked at me and light his cigarette "You're late again." I looked at him and sighed "Does it look like I give a shit." I walked to my room and closed the door and once I closed the door I heard a knock I opened it and saw Shizuo with an angry expression on his face "I don't like your attitude." I rolled my (E/C) orbs "Like I said I don't give a shit besides I'm not a child anymore." Shizuo rolled his eyes and left I stared outside the window I felt my phone vibrate I looked at it to see it was Izaya
Hey do you think you can meet me at the park tomorrow I need to talk to you ~Izaya
Sure~(Y/N)
I put my phone down on the dresser beside my bed and sighed and looked out the window I wonder where Shizuo went I shrugged and fell asleep.
The next day
Your P.O.V
I woke up and got ready for the day. I walked out to see Shizuo smoking on the couch I looked at him and ge looked back at me "Where the hell are you going?" He said coldly. "It's none of your damn business." I walked out the apartment and started to walk towards the park.
Shizuo P.O.V
I saw (Y/N) get ready for the day once she finished I asked her where she was going she told me it was none of my business and walked out of the apartment. Now's my chance to see who she's with. I grabbed my packet of cigarettes and walked out of the apartment.
Your P.O.V
I arrived at the park and walked towards an empty bench and sat down. I watched the children play and laugh I smiled to myself and looked at my phone he's suppose to be here any minute.
Shizuo's P.O.V
I hid behind a tree and saw (Y/N) sitting on a bench looking at her phone she then put it back in her pocket and watched the children play until she heard a little kid cry she looked over at the kid's direction and walked towards him/her .
Your P.O.V
I saw a little kid cry so I decided to help him/her I walked towards him/her and knelt down beside the small crying figure. "What's wrong?" I said with concern in my voice. The little kid looked at me and pointed at his/her knee. "Oh I see." I said smiling sweetly and wiped the tears of his/her frail face. "Let's see what I have ok." The little kid nodded her/his head. I searched my wallet to see if I had any band aids luckily I did. I unwrapped the band aid and carefully placed it on her/his knee. She/He looked at me with sparkling eyes "Thank you Ms....." I smiled "You can call me (Y/N)." The small kid smiled and ran off to play again I smiled to myself until I heard a familiar voice "(Y/N)-chan I didn't know you had a soft spot for children." I turned around and sighed. "Hey Izaya." I said getting up.
Izaya P.O.V
I saw (Y/N) with little boy/girl I guess she was helping him/her with something.
"Ok this is probably going to hurt (Y/N)'s feeling but you have to tell her that your feelings aren't true for her Izaya." I thought to myself. I sighed and walked behind (Y/N) "I didn't know you had a soft spot for children." She turned around and sighed she doesn't seem as happy to see me. She got up "What do you need to talk to me about?" She asked. "Come on Izaya you can do it just tell her the truth." I thought to myself. My mouth opened but no words came out so I closed my mouth and did something that surprised me.
Shizuo P.O.V
I saw (Y/N) helping a kid but not only that I saw that flea walking towards my sister I growled under my breath. They were talking for a minute but then that flea kissed her cheek. "IIIIIIIIZZZZZZZAAAAAAYYYYAAAAAA!!!!! I yelled as I lifted the tree from the ground and threw it at his direction. He looked over at the direction I was in but it was to late for him to dodge it. I heard (Y/N) yell his name. I stomped towards her direction "THIS IS THE GUY WHO WERE SEEING!?!" All (Y/N) did was looked down and nod. DAMN IT (Y/N) YOU'RE SO STUPID!!!! She looked at me "So that's what you think." She said coldly " I looked at her "I know I'm stupid but at least I'm not acting like dad." I looked at her I tried to say something but it wouldn't come out.
A Few Minutes Later
Police and ambulance sirens were coming towards the park it started to rain. You had Izaya's head on your lap stroking his hair. You looked up at the sky and sighed "I really am stupid." You said to yourself. The ambulance and Police finally arrived the paramedics were rushing getting the stretcher out of the back of the ambulance. They picked up Izaya and put him on the stretcher while the police were questioning Shizuo after a while of questioning they put him in handcuffs and put him in the back of the police car. As for Izaya they put him in the back of the ambulance and drove off quickly with the police following quickly behind.
Your P.O.V
"I can't believe Shizuo he's such a asshole he hurt Izaya not only that he hurt me. This happened so quickly we kept it a secret for 4 months but now the jig is up. I wonder what is going to happen to Shizuo I also wonder what's going to happen to Izaya. I wish I hadn't come to Ikebukuro everything that happened so far wouldn't have happened if I wasn't here."
Maybe that's the solution if I'm gone nothing would happen. I ran towards Izaya's apartment building and ran on top of the roof and stood on the edge "All I did was cause everyone trouble I made Izaya end up in the hospital I also made my brother end up in jail I'm sorry I let everyone down I'm sorry that I'm stupid." I closed my eye's and let myself fall from the building top.
((Sorry for the bad ending to this chapter for the next few Chapters it will probably be filled with drama and all of that good stuff anyways Thanks for reading and stay tuned for part 2 of this chapter))
