Chapter 1: Epilogue

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Im so tired and dizzy. I need to get some sleep. I heard footsteps coming from behind.

I saw Kenneth. The youngest of our family, currently, 13.

I blurted out.

"Why are you still awake? Everyone's asleep because of Maki's head acci-"

Fuck.

Kenneth was shooked.

"Maki's accident? W-What do you mean? What happened to Maki?! Did something happen because of you?!"

Those last words... They were like spears that was pierced through my heart.
I need to tell him the truth.

"Y-Yes... Because of me, he hit his head on this very table."

I pointed the table.

I saw those tears, flowing on Kenneth's face. They were close since they were born one year apart.

"I hope mom and dad never had you. I hope you never existed.... I HOPE MOM NEVER HAD YOU! I HOPE YOU WEREN'T OUR OLDEST SISTER! I HOPE YOU JUST FUCKING DIE!!"

He ran off to his room.

Those last words again. I cried quietly while walking towards my room. I'm just a disappointment. I don't deserve to live. I opened the door to my room and laid down on the hard, short mattress, crying.

Im supposed to be the older sister. But I'm weak compared to them. I can't harm them because mom and dad will beat me up again.

I'll just have to endure this until the time I went to school. They should have dorms... Right? I can now live peacefully alone in university.

But I'll get beaten up by dad again when he finds out about what happened to Maki. I can't escape because I care for them. But what if...
The reason they had Martin. Maki and Kenneth.. is to keep me here?

I continued crying until I eventually fell asleep.

   - The End Of Chapter 1 -
- Stay tuned for chapter 2! -

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