I am who I am《 trans deku × bakugou 》discontinued

Im a boy!!

izukus POV 

Its been 3 years since my dad left and I became izuku Midorya . My mam has been really sportive she got me a chest binder and even hair dye so I look nothing like I did before . For once I'm actually really happy , I even got into my dream collage UA. I got in for my singing (btw this AU they don't have quirks and UA is a collage ) .

My mam told me I have a amazing voice so ya. I'm just glad they know to call me izuku and use my proper pronouns also we don't have to wear uniforms. I'm just worried that my old best friend katsuki Bakugou will rognise me and call me by my dead name .

I just hope that wont happen . its bad enough that I have dysphoria attacks every other night because of my chest and other parts, I just cant imagine being called my dead name after 3 years I would probably have a huge dysphoria attack or something. I start to panic and shake negative thoughts start to fill my head .

It is getting hared to breath and I'm shaking even more . I try to shout for my mam who normally help me with my panic attacks and stuff , but I cant . so I just remember what Logan said in a sander sides video when virgle had a panic attack . 5 things I can see,4 things I can hear, 3 things I can feel , 2 things I can smell and 1 thing I can taste.

I start to calm down slowly and my breathing goes back to normal and I stop shaking . I lay down on my bed and let out a sigh . I must have fallen asleep or something because I wake up to  knock at the door. I slowly sit up and hear my mam open the door, then I hear someone's voice it sounded like. "SHIT!" I shout . It was katsuki's mam and katsuki!!
I quickly get up and put my binder on and look for some better clothes.

I just stick on some grey sweat pants and a over sized t-shirt . I take a deep breath and walk out of my room . my mam gives me a smile and signals me to sit on the couch . I smile a little and walk over to the siting room.

I flop on one of the sitting room chairs and Mitsuki looks at me very confused and so dose katsuki 
" who the fuck are you ?" katsuki asks 
" stupid as normal kacchan ." I giggle 
" what the fuck only izum-" kacchan gets cut off by my mam
" don't say that name or izuku will have a dysphoria attack " my mam says sitting on the other chair
" why can I fucking say izumi?" kacchan asks my mam
my leg starts to bounce and I rub my hands together
"what did I just say katsuki?!" my mam shout as she walks over to me and rubs my arms
"  why is her leg bouncing?" kacchan asks

I stand up at shout at him " FUCKING HELL KACCHAN MY MAM SAID NOT TO CALL MY BY MY DEAD NAME AND NOW YOUR USING MY OLD PRONOUNS WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU, MY NAME IS IZUKU MIDORIYA AND IM A BOY!!" I scream at him 

He just looks at me in shock , I sit back down and I look away from him 
" I-I-I " he stutters " I'm sorry izuku I guess I was just a bit confused I'm sorry."
what the kacchan never apologizes what the hell .
" whatever I'm going in my room ." I look at my mam and she just nods.

when I get in my room I make sure I close my door . I walk over to my desk and start to get my singing stuff out and setting it up .
I sit down and but my ear phones on and turn on my mic and start to sing.

Bakugous pov 
The old hag and anti inko are talking about some random shit that I couldn't give two fucks about. I get up and looks for the bathroom so I can get away from the boring as conversation. I pass the nerd room and I can hear him singing,  inko was saying something about izuku getting in to UA with his singing or something.  I got in with my singing aswell but fucking hell the nerd can sing . I lean on his door and listen to him, I start to sing along with the song. The door opens and I fall into his room and izuku squeaks
" fucking hell kacchan you scared me " izuku tell me as he puts his headphone around his neck.
" sorry I was looking for the bathroom and I hear you sing so I decided to listen." I say rubbing the back of my neck. 
He just giggles and smiles .god I love that smile.