PLEASURING ME R-18

kababata 36

Jarreds pov

Kasalukuyan kaming nasa cateen Ng hospital ni Isabelle Habang nagkakape,Hindi ko Alam Kung bakit sya dumeretso dito Kung gayong Sabi lang nito ay kukuha lang Ng kape sa vending machine.nakaupo at nakatungo ito sa harapan ko tila Wala akong planning kausapin,napakunot Ang noo ko

"What's the matter isabelle,mind telling me?"
I ask her,napabuntung hininga Mona ito bago pinaglaruan Ang hawak na kapa at nag angat Ng tingin sakin

"I want to talk about us jarred" she whispered enough for me to hear

"Us? But it's never an us Isabelle" Ana's ko at nag iwas Ng tingin

"I've heard you and nez talking,she's asking you out for dinner"

"No it's not what you think,we owe her our life and I think it's not bad to return what she did to us "I said pero umiling lang sya
I bit my lip in annoyance pati ba naman Yun papakealaman nya,walang kama at Hindi magiging kami and I know that,God knows how many times it keeps on reminding me that she will never be mine

"Eh ano naman Kung niyaya nya ako,dinner lang naman Yun,tsaka ano naman Yun sayo we have nothing isabelle,NOTHING" Ana's ko pinagdiinan ko talaga Yong nothing para maintindihan nya,she's happy with my brother and now we're talking about us, God knows how I wanted to grab this opportunity but I don't want to take advantage to her

"But you said you loved me jarred,oo na tanggap ko na minahal molang ako para makaganti Kay jhayvie pero natanggap ko,what have I just said that night in the house are true and I never take words back jarred "I was stunned to hear her confession pero umiling ako pilit inaalis Ang mga sinabi nya,no I can't Lalo nang nagkaayos nakami Ng kapatid ko ko and I gladly accept wholeheartedly but I didn't expect this

"I love you too Isabelle but I want you to be happy " pinunasan ko Ang luha ko na Hindi ko namalayan na kanina pa tumutulo "but I'm happy jarred,napatunayan ko yon twing magkasama kami ni jhayvie hinahanap Kita pero Hindi Kita mahagilap I missed you ,I spyed you whenever or wherever you go I know it was insane but I followed you in the club,who's with you,your friends and everything" tila umurong Ang dila ko dahil sa sinabi nya,napaluha ako tsaka ngumiti Ng mapait,Kung kailan nagkaayos nakami Ng kapatid ko tsaka pa sya umamin great fucking great

"Just-stop this Isabelle " I said shuttering fuck I don't wanna do it but I have to for the sake of my brother not only that it's for Isabelle's happiness.napagtanto ko na what if tumigil nalang Kaya ako,I love her for years but I guess it's the time for me to let go,as much as I wanted to hug her because of what she just said but my self is stoping me

"W-what?" Naguguluhang tanong nito bago sunod sunod na umiling

"I wish for your happiness Isabelle" tears streamed down her cheeks,fuck it's hard to see her cry,as much as I wanted to wipe that tears but I stopped my self

I cleared the lump on my throat as I look away "but your my happiness jarred "

"No isabelle,think about my brother,of what will he think about this"pagmamatigas ko at aakmang tatayo Ng magsalita sya what she just said stunned the hell out of me

"Please jarred,if you want I'll file an annulment to be with you,God Hindi mo mahahalata pero gusto Kita gustong gusto Kita pinipigilan kolang sarili ko Kasi nandyan si jhayvie ,it breaks my heart when I see you in the arms of another girl cuddling holding hands and all and its damn hurts like hell ,seeing you with Janelle made my heart sunk ,I want you jarred and I know it's insane but believe me it's you and only you jarred can make my heart thump like crazy" she was almost out of breath after she said those lines,she run towards me to held my hand kapagkwan sy dinala nya Yun sa labi nya Habang lumuluha