First Love [Oneshot/R]

Unexplainable First Love

Today is Sunday. Sunday is usually the day you relax yourself and rest the whole day as you're always busy studying and working at the same time to help out in the family as you come from a low income family.

But this Sunday will be the most shocking Sunday you've ever woken up to.

It was freezing in your room even though you've got up umpteen times to turn the air con higher but you're still cold.

You finally got woken up by the temperature that you're feeling. You got out of bed and sat there rubbing your eyes slowly while trying to open your eyes. You then manage to open your eyes and you immediately looked out of your window as it your habit to look out of the window and look at how beautiful it looks outside there. Your eyes widened as you see snow flakes slowly dropping down from the sky. You love it when it's snowing because that's when you can go out and play with the snow and drink your favorite hot chocolate that's made by your beloved umma. You immediately got up and brushed your teeth, changed out of your pajamas,  showered, brush your soft and long hair and then finally, you ran out of your bedroom and got down the stairs and ran out of your house to your backyard so you can sit there on the swing that your appa specially fixed it up for you on your Birthday.

You sat there humming your favourite song, Goodnight by your favorite band, BOYFRIEND. You sat there playing with the swing as you kick the snow lightly with your small feets. Your hair slowly moving in the direction of the wind. It didn't took you long to smile as your childhood memories filled your mind.

After sitting outside for an hour, you finally got up the swing and went back into your house as you were freezing. Your umma knows you best, before you return back from sitting outside the house for so long, she knew you would be craving for a cup of hot chocolate. So she had already prepared a cup of hot chocolate and placed it on the coffee table and left a note there saying "Riza, here's your favourite hot chocolate, please drink it well and don't stay out too long you might catch a cold! I'm going upstairs to rest a little while, I'll cook you lunch for you in a while." You smiled after reading what your umma have prepared for you. You placed the note back onto the table and picked up that cup of hot chocolate and went to the couch in the living room. You sat down on the couch getting ready to relax and get all cuddled up warmly so you could enjoy your hot chocolate. But before you can enjoy your hot chocolate,  you felt something. You felt something underneath your butt. You got up and looked at the couch to check if you've sat on anything and there, a letter. It's a letter for your umma. You picked up the letter and open it to see who was it from. And there, right after you opened the letter, at that very moment you instantly felt as if everything you have is collapsing on you at once. It's a letter from Cheil General Hospital. Its one of the top Woman's hospital in Korea, and this is what the letter says :

 '' Please come back for chemotheraphy , you've missed two appointments and it's urgent as your cancer cells might spread fast and you might have to get your right breast removed as you're on your second stage of breast cancer . '' 

 At that moment you were speechless at the sudden letter informing your umma that she has breast cancer and that she had to get her breast removed. You can only stand there in shock. You felt tears coming down from your eyes, to your pinkish soft cheeks, to your chin and *drip* onto the floor. You found yourself crying as you're afraid of losing your umma. You can't bare to see your umma suffering like this. You were so devastated at that time and all you wanted to do is to cry.

You decided to keep it from your umma as you didn't want your umma to know that you have already knew about her illness so you put the letter back into the envelop and left the letter on the couch where you have found it. You put your cup down on the coffee table and walked up slowly while your vision slowly looking blurry as your tears are forming in your eyes. You went into your umma's bedroom and sat beside your umma and looked at her while wiping your tears away. You felt so helpless as you don't know how to save your umma because you're poor. The only way to save your umma is to make your umma go for chemotheraphy.