I've been reborn as many times I could remember, and this time was my last chance to change everything.
For all I can remember, I reincarnated like 9 times. In different timelines, eras, dynasty, past or future, worlds and I've been hurt by the same people over again.
All because of my sister, Dairy. Dairy Ji R Burn.
And I, Kim Ji R Burn, are twins at birth.
Because of the reincarnation, I thought I changed fate, but even that left me to my doom.
The first world,
1. My sister was unhealthy and couldn't go out much so I took care of her as our mother and father were busy in the political life of being a duke and duchess. While after my sister's conditions were better, she lied about how I abused her and made her sick to the point my fiance left me and married her.
2. We were beastmen, both wolves and almost an extinct race. So we had to become more careful about whatever we did, hunting and transforming. Until one night she brought over a human without my permission, ....and he took my head framing as the last kind.
3. A change out of the two of us, one was a boy and the other a girl. She was the girl and I was the boy, I was happy then since I had more power as a man. ...only to find out at birth I became a maid for my sister and knight to watch over the head of a familia household. Guess what role both she and I had, I was the humble knight that guards the next generation leader....her. As I died due to poison.
4. In a more future born life, with many choices and goals. I could've been whatever I wanted and leave the house and be my own independent woman, as I wanted to be a creative artist traveling the world wherever the wind takes me. To think she stole many things from me in that life too, having it easy to take my hard work as her own ideals and throwing them away when she wasn't satisfied with her life. So I became homeless in my life working off her debt.
5. This time, I was....abandoned. So I died young. Kinda happy I didn't have to see her AT ALL.
6. We both this time, were finally close siblings. It felt awkward from all of the past things I had to go through again, but we had each other's back. Or so I thought in this world, we're princesses which had to marry for political reasons. Only to find out that I was a sacrificial offering till 18. Death by riot.
7. .....this world hurted me more than all of the worlds I've been through. I fell in love with a man that couldn't compete with other men my sister dreamed of having. A fat man. This was way into the future where technology was super advanced..... and I lost him again to her. A man she never dreamed of and never liked was mine, taken. He was the death of me.
8. This time, mother and father brought in a sibling into our household. As we were a traditional family in the eastern world, I was still shocked how my life ended before so I grew up a quiet child and obeyed my parents. She used our younger sibling to kill me during a hunt in the kingdom games.
9. I went to the past life, to where my sister was unhealthy. I didn't want to take care of her so I asked my grandmother if I could stay with her, but after her passing. I heard something that made me enrage like a mad woman, my sister has been faking her sickness so she could spend time with mother and father. Now they despise me for ruining everything for her happiness. I was executed for adultery and deaths of my parents.
This was the last world I would be reincarnated into, a magical realm. Full of fantasies I never thought was possible full of dragons and legends, I ....I didn't want my life in ruins once more. So, I prayed.
(Kim) "Gods and Goddess, that rule all realms. Please hear my plea, I don't wish to be born with her again. She has ruined my life more than 9 times, I wish to be free and do as I please to fall in love and never to see anyone I hold dear be harmed by her selfishness. Within all my life you have forsaken me and given nothing but pain, let me be happy for once and change this world. I will be your pawn in this game of life, that is all I'm asking of you before I go insane!." Praying so hard, I bit my lip, it bleeded.
(??) "If that's all you wished for, then I will take that as my offering."
(??) "I'll help out, I'm tired of seeing you getting hurt!"
(??) "So will I."
(??) "Oh then, me too!"
Those voices, where did they come from....
YOU ARE READING
Amaranthine Strain
Fantasy"I have lived 9 lives, trying my best with love and yearning. But no more! I'm tired of giving in because of her. This time! We're no longer family and I will not let you have it your way! I swear on my life!"
