Perspective

my perspective

I woke up and went meet you, you were sleeping in bed peacefully, I decided I'd make breakfast for us, to surprise you.

I wanted to make pancakes so I started to make the batter and pour it in the pan. Once I was done making our food I drop the pan on my foot stupidly, and yiped loudly.

I heard you stumble out of bed, so I quickly picked up the pan and put it in the sink. While I was washing the pan, pretending not to be in pain, you walking in and looked at the plates of food.

"Why did you cook?" You asked with a face of curiosity
'Because I love you...' I thought as I was smiling at you, taking a seat at the counter.
"I wanted to surprise you" I said with a big smile on my face.

"Oh, ok then," you reply, "So how are you doing today so far." You said as I thought about me hurting my foot and the pain swelling in every aspect and crevice of my body.

"So far so good" I said putting the pan in the thing where you'd put dishes to dry, and walked over to you tripping and falling on the ground with a loud groan falling through my teeth.

"OH MY-, ARE YOU OK?!?!" you questioned with your voice full of worry.

"I'm fine," I lied, my whole body in pain.

I then sat down next to you and started to eat the pancakes that I'd cooked, I ate only one and then put the rest in the trash, and walked over to my room, not knowing you were suspicious of my doing.

I laid down in bed having the thought of killing myself in my mind knowing that you'd never love me back, tears started falling from my eyes, and gentle sobs fell from my mouth.

I here you knock on my door calling my name, I didn't answer and quickly got up and locked the door and sat back down.

You started banging which startled me at first, but I fell asleep to the rhythm of the sound.

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I woke up 2 Hrs later feeling hungry, but just decided to lay there in silence, I couldn't fall asleep, I wasn't tired, I wasn't bored, I was hungry though, but I couldn't move.

I kept thinking of you and every second passing with you on my mind my body stiffened more and more. I felt like a broken toy that was never played with, I felt like you didn't care about me, I felt numb, then everything went black, I couldn't see a thing, only darkness, I could hear just fine, but there were only sirens, then I heard nothing and fell asleep to the excruciatingly loud silence ringing in my ear.

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