My Secret Love

My Secret Love 12

Hope am not boring you's

Chapter 12

Daniel's POV

Sam and I were seated side by side busy playing the game when I heard the front door close quietly and for some strange reason my heart spead beat up realising who it was. Ever since Friday night things have changed, I've changed. Ever since I kissed her that night I've felt different inside. I don't know how to explain it. Every time I see her I feel all happy inside or when she's not around i always think of when i might see her.

I could see her from the corner of my eye, she stood at the door way staring at us in shock while I pretended that I hadn't seen her yet untill she spoke making both me and Sam turn to face her,

"Okay, what did I miss?" She moved from the door way and went to stand next to the t.v opposite us, leaning on it, which gave me a better view of her. She was looking beautiful, wearing her school uniform and her hair and make-up were nicley done.

"Oh you mean about us?" Sam pointed to me and him, while she nodded to say 'yes'

"We patched things up, and so now we're back to being friends like before that idiot Adam came into my life," Sam added while giving me one of his genuine smiles, one I hadn't seen on him in a long time.

"Why Nora, are you jealous now that you have to share me?" I joked, but really wanting to know what she says anyway.

"HA! don't flatter you're self pal."

"It's okay I won't make you say it because I already know you want my friendship all to you're self," I wish!

"Where are you going?" She asked Sam as he got off the sofa and started to walk towards the door.

"Just to blockbusters round the corner to get a movie, coming Dan?" He asked

"Nah, I'll stay." I said back

"Suit your self, that means I get to pick the movie." He stated as he left the room and then left the house. I turned to look at Nora and found that her smile was no longer there instead she was frowning.

"What's wrong?" I asked as I got off the sofa and walked to stand closer to her.

"Why did you dump Rose?" She asked. Why was she asking? I asked myself.

"Because I didn't think we were good as a couple, I think i prefer her as a friend." I answered truefully. At first when we starting going out I did like her, like really like her but that feeling is no longer there romantically, its only friends I want to be.

"Are you sure it's not because of what happened at your house, because if it is then I just want you to know that you don't need to feel guilty and that I will never tell anyone." She said, looking at the floor. I moved to stand a little closer so that I was directly infront of her and put a finger under her chin to make her look up at me. Our eyes locked as I replied without thinking,

"No I don't feel guilty. I didn't feel guilty when I kissed you and I don't feel guilty for wanting to kiss you or even for the fact that I liked kissing." I mentally cursed myself for slipping up. How could I have said all that, even though it was strangely true. Strange being that I had liked the kiss and had wanted to kiss her that night. Like I wanted to do the same just now but couldn't and wouldn't until I found out how she felt.

"What do you mean wanting to kiss me, you were asleep you didn't know what you were doing," she stated a little nervously. While her beautiful feautres were still frowing.

"No I wasn't, I done it because I wanted to and not because I was a sleep." Thinking about everything now, it all made sense why I wanted to kiss her that night or why i was so happy to see her here the first day, why I always felt the need to be with her and why I couldn't bare the thought of loosing her again. It was because I had feelings for her, not just as friends like i had thought all this time. It all makes sense now, the feeling of emptiness I felt when I first moved away and all this time I thought it was because my dad had left me when really it was Nora I no longer had. But does she feel the same? A phone started ringing, snapping me out of my thoughts. It was Nora's phone, she kept her blue eyes on me while she got her phone out the pocket of her blazer.