Forget

chapter 4

Aera's POV

I woke up to the heavenly smell of bacon wafting in through the gap in my door. I sat up in bed and stretched my arms while adjusting to my surroundings. I don't remember falling asleep, I was supposed to wait for Jungkook. I guess I was really tired. My tummy grumbled letting me know that it was starving and wanted to be fed. Hopping out of bed, I ran to the bathroom to get ready for the day.

I took a quick shower and did my morning routine. I took out a pair of denim shorts and an off shoulder top. I should probably unpack my suitcase sometime today.

Checking my phone, I realised I had a missed call from Hobi and a message from Jimin. He wanted to meet me for lunch at a cafe because he had something to discuss. I guess I should also make up my mind and tell him what my decision is.

"Aera are you awake?" Jungkook asked with his head peeking through the door. "Took you long enough! Come on let's have breakfast" he grumbled.

I rolled my eyes at him as he walked out and followed him to the kitchen.

"Stop rolling your eyes at your brother Aera, I can still see you"

Wtf does he have eyes at the back of his head.
"I'm sorry I fell asleep last night, I was supposed to wait for you." I said while taking a seat at the table.

"It's fine don't worry. But what happened? Why are you here."

Jungkook had made blueberry pancakes and a huge plate full of bacon. (A/N i know this is a weird combination but some people actually like it lolol)
"The breakfast looks yum" I said to him while trying to change the topic.

"Stop changing the topic. Tell me what really happened"

Damn. The truth is Jungkook doesn't know about anything. I didn't tell him about the text and what happened after either. I knew that if I did tell him he would go after Jimin. But I can't hide it any longer plus he needs to know why his place his going to be my temporary home for some time.

Putting down my fork and spoon I updated him with what all had happened. From the movie, to the confrontation and then finally the dinner. Every little detail. Once I was done, I realised that my hands had been trembling the entire time

"That asshole, how could he do that to you. After everything you both have gone through. Didn't you tell me just a few weeks ago that you guys were going to start a family?? Wow, I'm going to find that bastard." He shouted. Pushing his chair backwards he went for his coat but I stopped him.

"Jungkook please don't do this. It's better not to get involved. He messaged me saying that he wants to talk to me today and I've also decided something...I think I'm going to divorce him."

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I looked up as I heard the cafe bell ring for the trillionth time hoping that Jimin would walk through the door. Instead it was a couple with their dog. Lovely.

I'd made sure to collect the divorce papers from my lawyer before coming to the cafe. But now it looks like they'll go to waste. Sighing, I stared down at my once hot coffee and wished I was anywhere else but here. I could hear the bell ringing again in the background but I didn't bother checking because I knew it wouldn't be him. Maybe I should just leave and mail the papers to him...

"Hey." a familiar voice said.

I looked up to see Jimin standing there with an apologetic look on his face.

"I'm sorry I took so long, something came up." He said apologetically.  He took a seat opposite me and sat down with his hands on the table. I could tell he was feeling nervous.

"Whatever let's get this over with. I bought divorce papers with me for you to sign." I looked up only to meet a shocked face staring back at me.

"Divorce papers?? Aera..."

I sighed and took a deep breath, I can't back out of this now.

"I'm sorry Jimin but I really can't do this anymore. I don't want an explanation or anything. All I want is to bury the past and look towards my future. I would appreciate it if you could sign these papers right now so I can take them to my lawyer. Oh, and you had something to tell me right?"

Jimin's POV

I could feel my heart shattering into pieces. I can't believe I was going to lose her like this. I came here to tell her about my plan but it looks like she isn't looking for an explanation. I only want the best for her and if that means leaving her and not bothering her anymore, I will do that. Even though I was so close to crying I put on my best smile and answered her.

"It's nothing don't worry about it" I said while masking my true emotions. I took the file which was lying on the table and signed it with a pen. "I just wanted to let you know that I'm leaving the US and going back to Korea."

I don't know why but I studied her face closely to see her reaction. Maybe I was hoping to see a sad face...I don't know. Even if she was feeling sad she hid it very well.

"Oh..that's sudden. I hope you do well there Jimin."

"jimin". It hurt me so much to know that she would never say my name affectionately again.

"I guess..I'll get going now. Good luck with everything Jimin" she said while smiling softly.

"Goodbye Aera." I choked out. I could not let her see me crying again. I didn't want her to feel bad. Just as she was about to leave our table I reached out for her hand.

"Aera no matter what happens, I will never forget our memories. You will always be my first love. Please don't forget that. You may not believe me but it's true"

She didn't say anything, just stared at me with a face I couldn't read. I could tell she wanted to say something but then she changed her mind. Softly removing my hand from hers she said her last words.

"Goodbye Jimin."

As she walked out the cafe, the tears that I had been holding in for so long finally came pouring out. People turned around and stared at me but I didn't care. I only had one thing on my mind. I will win you back Aera. I promise. I will find whoever did this and I will make you happy.

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that was a longggg chapter 😳 very emotional too. 1148 words!! thank you so much for reading my book and please don't forget to comment :) I would love to hear what your thoughts are!!