I Cross Myhart (a beau brooks fan-fiction)

The ghost of you keeps me awake

Ello lovelies! Enjoy this chappie, sorry its so crappy! (hehe see what I just did their)

Sara led me to the house, which the party was in. As we got closer and closer, the sound of new pop hits got louder and louder.

Suddenly the soothing sound of "Sweater Weather" turned off, and a different catchy tune replaced it. The sober teenagers in the small bungalow whinnied at the delight of the song.
I cringed at the obnoxious sound, keeping my eyes glued onto the approaching house.

"I keep,"
"Going to the river to pray,"
"Cause I need,"
"Something that can wash all the pain,"
"And at most,"
"I'm sleepin' all these demons away,"
"And your ghost,"
"The ghost of you it keeps me awake."

"Sara, i'm not sure I want to do this." I mutter. You're probably thinking 'its not so bad seeing your ex at a party'. First of all why the hell is he out of jail? Wondering why he is supposed to be in jail? Heres my story:

When I first started dating him, he seemed so sweet, caring, and innocent. But when I really started falling for him and getting to know him, I figured out he was a druggy and an alcoholic.

Then things got worse and worse by day. He tried to threaten me into drugs, saying, if you don't try this i'll beat you, rape you, and just basically abuse me. I didn't nor did I ever let his serious pressuring get in the way of my health, thinking he was just fooling around saying threats to me.

But, boy, was I wrong. I started to get depressed, and I let all of the hurt he gave me sink in. He said if I ever tried breaking things up with him, he would hurt Sara, and kick my ass.
So, I have never told Sara. I always came up with lame excuses to why I was walking funny, or had bruises everywhere. My family was always gone from home because of work, so I couldn't get help from them.

And then a couple months after I turned 17, I kicked his sorry ass out of my life and asked my parents if I could move in with sara. They all agreed. I called the police about Tyler, too.
He found out about it, and before he was off to his fully deserved dark cell, he found our new house, and pretty much really fucked me up to the point where I literally thought I was dying.

I didn't fight for my life, I just wanted to be out, gone, from the depressing world some people call an amazing place.

Well,I guess he got out early if he is coming to a party. Who in hell knows why, because his sentence was 7 years. But all I know is I am scared shitless, and sara doesn't even know why this is scary for me. So their. Now you know.

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"Don't worry i'll be with you the whole night. I know its awkward seeing your ex again. Just do some deep yoga breaths." Sara tugged me into the house.

When we entered the party, guys winked and wolf-whistled at us. Sara and I returned their pervy 'compliment' with dirty looks. "God, I forgot how perverted people actually are" I tried shouting to Sara over the music. She looked at me and sighed while nodding.

"Imma go get us some drinks." I bobbled my head in agreement.
"I'll come with".

After getting the drinks we headed over to the living room for a game of 5 minutes of heaven.
We hadn't seen Tyler yet, so he was probably just messing with my brain.

Sara nudged me in the rib, her eyes were sparkling in awe, and she looked like a kid in a candy store. "Ah what the hell du-" I followed her eyes, and found her targets.

My jaw dropped to the floor and my knees felt weak.
"Bea-" I managed to get out but sara cut me off.
"Jai sexy Brooks" I giggled at her facial expression, then stopped.
"Uhm Sara?" I asked as I just realized something.

"We're doing 5 minutes of heaven with the janoskians!" We giggled in unison.
We grabbed onto each others shoulders and jumped up and down.
"Okay okay, act natural." Sara instructed. We casually walked to the rug where the 5 smokin' boys were sitting on.

"Hey lookie lookie, here comes some chicks"! Daniel said, taking a sip of his beer.
The rest of them turned around to face us. "Ello" I managed to blurt out, smiling like an idiot. Oh my god. Seriously tay, ello?! First time meeting the janoskians and I manage to make myself sound like elmo.

Beau laughed "Hey there!" He smiled. Oh god, he thinks i'm crazy . His Australian accent melts of his tongue, making me feel weak in the knees. Not to mention is drooling good looks.

Sara just stood their checking Jai out, also looking like an idiot. I nudged her in the side, accidentally tazering her.

Sara jumped. "FUCK THE DUCK TAYA! I'M TRYING TO CHECK JAI OUT!" She slammed her hand over her big mouth.

MUAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHMUAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
Kinda sorta cliff hanger! Woohoooo go me!
Okay anyways luv you guys!
Read quote please: (inspirational
This quote is my life:
Let me tell you something you already know.
The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows.
It is a very mean and nasty place.
And I don't care how tough you are,
It will beat you to your knees,
and keep you their permanently if you let it.
Nobody is gunna hit as hard as life.
But it ain't about how hard you hit.
Its about how hard you get hit,
and keep moving forward.
How much you can take,
and keep moving forward.

Thats how winnings done