It will be fine
"Please Jan..." Lukas whispered on the other end of the phone, Jan didn't know what to answer
''Luki... I'm sorry...'' Jan pursed his lips, blinking eyes
"No Jan please don't be sorry... You haven't done anything wrong and you don't have to blame yourself."
"I wish you were there Lukas..."
"Me too Jan, I wish I could comfort you in person... Jan please, promise me not to blame yourself for the rest of the day, sleep tonight and breathe, everything will be better afterwards."
"Lukas..." His throat blocked when he tried to express his thanks, his tears devouring his cheeks
"Next time, I promise, I'll be there for you."
Jan nodded before hanging up, it was too late to complain and cry, his best friend deserved better... He dried his tears, he didn't even know why he was like that, he hadn't played and however, he was feeling a painful sadness... It was over for the Europa League, Jan wouldn't see gold this year, they had just lost to Chelsea. Why was he sad anyway? He should have known, he looked so stupid like that... Jan heard a rustle as arms surrounded him, giving him a little warmth. Kevin.
''It'll be fine Jan, I promise you...'' Kevin whispered in his ear before kissing his jaw
"Kevin, sorry, I didn't think that... Well, I thought you were in the shower..."
"I know, but I couldn't leave you like that, it's all my fault and I'm sorry..."
"No Kevin, don't worry about me..."
''Forever, and I will always do it for you, you are the man of my life and I will never let you cry without doing anything again.'' Kevin tightened his grip on him, as they found themselves chest against chest, lips against lips. Never again did Jan want to cry, but still wanted to be with Kevin forever.
The End
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