Maggie

chapter 1

"I compare myself to every girl I see and I loose everytime"

Maggie's POV

"Stop stuffing your face Maggie"

"You'll end up dead Maggie"

"I don't know how you are my daughter you are just too different"

"Maggie stop eating already....."

Those are the words I get from

everyone in my family

every single day and I'm getting tired honestly how many times do i have to tell them I'm not Fat I'm just easy to See and God Loves me and thats why he gave me Airbags!

I'm pulled out of my thoughts as my door slams open "Maggie we're leaving you can take the bus!"

I rolled my eyes of course!,

oh did i forget to mention that's my Sister Barbara telling me she doesn't want to be seen with me or should I say they I have two sisters

They are both skinny and in their own

"Opinion" being skinny is the only way you'll be seen as beautiful

my Mom thinks so too but I dont care I'm going to stuff my face all I want!

I lazily roll out of bed and

head to bathroom I had my bath got

dressed most of my

clothes don't fit so I'll have to do with what I have for now

I wasn't

always like this 😶 but I found pleasure in eating whenever

I felt happy I ate when I felt sad I ate when...."Maggie

get your fat ass down here you are going to be late"ugh "

I'm coming mom just give me a minute"

I casualy brushed my hair and held it up in a rough bun and hurried downstairs ,

"good morning Mom what's for breakfast"she grinned and handed me an apple

"an apple for you dear now run along ,you're going to be late your sisters

left minutes ago because you weren't ready" I was tempted to throw

the apple back in her face but I didn't really have enough money

or time to Look for another apartment so I just smiled nicely

and Ate my apple as I walked out of the door i thank God for our school

cafeteria I could eat all I want there cause my

mother wants to starve me to death!

At this time I couldn't get any

buses so I just headed to

the subway I hate taking

the sub way but apparently there are no other options

10 minutes later

I got eye searching for an empty space i finally found one and when

I sat down beside a girl I tried to be nice and I sao she said the unthinkable 

"how are you this fat ?" She said between giggles "do you eat all the time?"

And I replied politely

"I may be chubby but I can slim down but ugliness can't be fixed"

lucky for me I reached my stop and I walked out with tears in my eyes

I didn't want

her to see that behind

those words is weak girl,

a girl who gets bullied

and body shamed

Even by her own family

,The Girl is me

I am Margarita Russo and Welcome to My life.....