Keeping Up With the Kuwonus

Reality Check

Kamri's POV

I do care. He said and all I could do was just stare at him. He looked terrible but I wasn't going to fall for his bullshit that easily. You care. I say looking at the screen. He nods his head looking like a lost puppy. Then act like it. I say before hanging up the phone. I put my head in my hands taking a deep breath. Today I decided I would have a day out with my kids to just enjoy time with them and ignore all of this mess.

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Kuwonu_Kamri day out with my mini me 😘 babygirl wanted to go shopping and get medi pedis so that's what she got 💞

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Kuwonu_Kamri spent the rest of the day with my boy at the aquarium and the park 🥰💙 home we go!

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Kamri's POV

I walked into the house with a sleeping Dion in my arms. I hear my sister and Ziah in the living room laughing, I smile and walk in but my smile quickly fades away. What the fuck are you doing here?! I ask forgetting that the kids were in the room. Mommy you said something bad does that mean you aren't happy? Ziah says looking at me. I-I no um .... I couldn't find the right words to say. Why was he here? When did he get here? So many things were running through my head. I'm gonna go put Dion in the bed. I said quickly walking away. I could hear footsteps coming behind me and only hoped it wasn't who I thought it was. I got into the room that the kids were sharing and laid Dion in the playpin, taking his shoes off and covering him up. I turn around walking out of the room and down the hall into the room that I've been staying in for the past few weeks. I hear the door close and I finally turn around speaking. Why the fuck are you here?! I say. Please don't cry. He says wiping my face and until then I hadn't realized that tears were falling. I pull away from him. You don't get to do that Zion! You don't get to come here and tell me not to cry! I'm here because of you! I'm crying because of you! So you don't get to come all this way and wipe my tears away because if you would've done your job as a husband before hand there wouldn't be any tears to wipe away in the first place. I say wiping my face and walking away to the bathroom. I know baby just please can you wait for a second and let me explain. He says. Let you explain! NOW you wanna explain! Caleb I gave you chance and chance to explain to me what was going on. I've asked countless times for you to communicate with me and all I got was the cold shoulder but now that I'm returning the favor you want me to stop and listen to what you have to say. I look at him crazy. I grab the make up wipes from the cabinet and start to clean my face. I know I've fucked up these past few months. I haven't been the husband that I needed to be and that you needed me to be. I have been the best father and I know I haven't been the greatest at communicating with but baby please believe me when I say that I'm sorry. I don't want to lose my family over the stupid ass mistakes I've made. I love you Kamari. He says but I have yet to turn around and look at him. He grabs my waist and turn me to him. Look at me baby. Look into my eyes so you know that I'm not lying to you. I. Love. You. Baby I miss you and I can't keep living life like this without you and our kids. I need you Kamri. I'm not myself without you by my side setting things straight. Please baby just let me explain. He says pleading as his eyes watered and I know for sure that I'm crying again. This is your last chance Caleb. Talk! I say walking out and sitting on the bed. First thing first I ain't never in this entire relationship or marriage cheat on you. EVER! I've never even touched another woman the way I touch you. Yeah these last few weeks the paps got me out here partying it up with females surrounding me but baby I promise you nothing happened. What the pictures don't show is the many nights Nick or one of the guys had to drag me out of the club crying because I tried to drank our problems away only to just be drunkly broken. The alcohol didn't make the problems go away it just made me realize how much I needed to get my shit together. I'm so sorry I didn't realize it sooner. He says leaning against the wall across from me. How did we get to this point Z? I say staring at the floor. It's my fault. I could've saved us from getting here but I ignore all the signs of everything going down hill. He says and takes a deep breath as if what he's about to say will hurt him. The truth behind this all started about 3 months ago. Um I- we uh- he said starting to choke over tears. My heart was racing like crazy not knowing what he was going to say. He clears his throat and continue. I was at practice and we were uh running drills and I hurt my knee. I pushed it off and continued to do what needed to be done. The pain continued for about a week and one night I was out with the guys and we got into this stupid fight with some dudes at a bar and one of them completely crushed my knee. Steve (his manager) paid the paps to not post about it so that our images wouldn't be fucked up but I ended up doing that anyway right aha. Anyway I could barely walk and uh I still went to practice but I couldn't do shit Kam! Our doctor told me I needed to go to the hospital and coach had to force me to go because I wanted to ignore the pain. They told me that I had torn my ACL and because I hadn't gotten the surgery immediately I was only making things worse. That was almost 2 months ago and I still haven't been back. I just pop as many pills and drink as much as I can until I can no longer feel the pain. I didn't tell you because I just fuck this is my life! This is my career! This is what pays our bills! This is who I am! If I don't have football then who the fuck am I! With or without the surgery at this point my career will still be over with! I'll probably never play again Kam! And I-I just can't wrap that around my head. I just can't! He says now balling his eyes out as he's now sat on the floor. I slowly get up walking towards him and wrap my arms around him. I'm sorry! I'm so sorry babygirl I'm so sorry! He says sobbing. Shhh baby. It's okay, everything's going to be okay. We'll figure this out together I promise. I say as he held on to me right.