adira.

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"i'm not as happy as it seems, i'm not the girl i used to be. there is always a little sadness inside, a kind of feeling i'm not satisfied. i don't know why i cry at night but i can't lie, i'm not alright standing there and fake a smile will make me feel better for awhile."
- E.S

Bela : 'Destruction'
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"Will she be ok?" No.

"She should be, we was told by the principal that something like this could happen, and she's looking healthy physically." I don't feel like it though.

As I hear the voices discuss my well-being I feel myself coming back to consciousness. It takes me a few moments but I manage to open my eyes, but due to the brightness of the room I'm forced to close them again. Once I manage to open my eyes properly I see two people standing next to me.

"Where am I?" I asked quietly.

"Hey dear, Issac brought you here after seeing you have you anxiety attack in the hallway, I'm the school nurse and I checked that everything was ok and you seem ok now," She has a warm tone to her voice making all my anxiety melt away for just a moment.

I look over at Issac and instantly recognise him from freshman year. We wasn't close but we spoke to each other every now and then.

"Hey Adira, it's been awhile," He says with a small smile, I nodded not knowing what to say.

"Well I best get back to class, I'll see you around," He waves at me and walks out.

"Do you need me to call your dad or will you be ok to carry on with your day?" I contemplate it for a bit then thought that I didn't want to worry my dad so I shook my head at the nurse and told her that I'll be ok to go back to lessons.

"Alright dear if you ever need to sit in here my door is always open," she gives me a warm smile and I thank her and walk out; heading towards my next class.

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The bell for lunch only went off one minute ago and somehow Alisa had already managed to find my whereabouts and start to drag me to the cafeteria.

Once we got there she dragged me to a table where Issac was sat and then it clicked that she meant the Issac that helped me earlier.

"Issaaaaac, this is Adira and Adira this is Issac," we both chuckle at her enthusiasm.

"Hey Issac it's nice to see you again and also thank for earlier," I smiled gratefully at him.

"No problem Adds and it's nice to have you back," he replies and we both look at the confusion on Alisa's face from our interaction with one another. I let out a small laugh and sit down at the table.

"Wait you two already met?" She asked trying to understand what was going on.

"Well we knew each other in freshman year and he took me to the nurses office earlier... after I had an incident," I pull a grim face as I recall the events from earlier.

"Wait you was the one that ran out of class? I've been hearing the from everyone," I nod and look down. Great everyone was already talking about me.

"If you don't mind me asking, but what caused it?" Issac asked out of curiosity, don't get me wrong he's a sweet guy and all but I don't think I'm ready to tell people that my life is fucked up and I have a breakdown whenever I'm under pressure.