Nightmares

You wrap your arms around Bucky, and kiss him passionately before he picks you up and puts you in the bed. He undoes the covers and lays you in the bed then covers you up. "I love you Bucky" He smiles. "I love you too (Y/N)" He walks out and closes the door, and you quickly drift off to sleep. Sometime in the night, Bucky decides to go to sleep. He walks in quietly and lays next to you. You can tell he's trying to be quiet, but you're a pretty light sleeper and wake up anyways. You move closer to him and he wraps his arms around your waist. His metal arm is looser, like usual, because he's afraid he might hurt you...Again. You have multiple bruises from the arm that came from recent incidents. He apologizes a million times, but you honestly don't care. You understand, and don't mind. After you're both in a pretty deep sleep, Bucky starts to flinch. He moves and mumbles in Russian. A few minutes later, he wakes up screaming. You wake too and look at him concerned. He trembles and tears stream down his cheeks. He's shaking and you try to comfort him. You make the mistake of putting your arm around him. He's not fully awake and doesn't realize who you are. He punches you in the throat with his metal arm and you can no longer breathe. "B-B-Bucky...it's...me...(Y/N)" His eyes widen as he realizes what he has done. He starts crying again and pulls you into his arms, like a small child. "I love you (Y/N)! I'm so so so sorry!" He kisses you probably a dozen times and you black out. You wake up hours later in the bed with an ice pack on your neck. "I'm sorry (Y/N)...I didn't mean to-" you cut him off. "It's ok. I'm not upset. I love you ok? Everyone gets nightmares." He nods and kisses you again. You wrap your arms around him and hope that this would last forever.