I never truly thought it would end up this way if I must be completely honest. The things I hear, what I see what I feel. Did I want this to happen? Not really. I've always wondered what it would be like to have at least a normal childhood, to be like them. I thought I was done with all of this mess but I guess as it turns out, I'm just getting started. I won't be on here much but I suppose I can be here if I can. I know most of you don't like me and my name has been tarnished and rusted horribly but will that stop me from speaking of things that has happened? No, it won't. This is for those whom truly understand, those whom can make out my words understandingly. It's hard to explain why this is happening so I guess all I can do is explain what it is, along with my thoughts I suppose.
