Good For Nothing
by: mayevielle
Joy have resent me
In the darkness I fell asleep
And in light I am in vain
Peace is nowhere near the pile
Seven miles and I am near
Seven inches away from you
Seven years of loving you
With seven stabs to heal for you
I thought I am good
But not good enough for you
Leaving this mud to embrace the ash
And these ashes of me will turn to dust
I am never good at living
I am never good at lying
I am never good at leaving
Yet I am only good at loving
Have I ever made you feel worst?
Or my existence is worst enough for you?
I can never bring them back
Nor you can ever love them again
I walked opposite your path
For it is the only path past from your hatred
I can bear countless blood
But not the bleeding heart you caused me
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