Jessica's pov
"You thought what?!" My sister asked me then she burst out laughing and here I am so embarrassed to my own sister. "Woah. That was.... That was.... crazy." She muttered in a completely unbelievably state after composing herself. "So all this time you were jealous of me because you thought Yoongie and I are together. Awe. Poor of you. You are jealous for nothing."
"Quiet down your voice. Yoona was just on the other room"
After having a late night swim awhile ago we all decided to call it a day because we all felt tired. But then my sister barge inside my room since I had my own while she and Yoona shared in one room. Soojung made me confess everything in detailed. Like when all this feeling start. And I confessed everything to her like what she wanted. And I even told her that I thought they are couple that's why she was cracking up so much.
"Can't help it. Sorry... I'm telling you this once again. Yoongie and I are just bestfriends. We are just so close together that sometimes people thought we're a thing but we aren't really." She already cleared to me that awhile ago and I can't be more happy that my sister will never be my rival towards Yoona. "You can have Yoona all by yourself don't get jealous of me again." I smacked her arm lightly because of how good at teasing she was. "Oh, why? Don't tell me you wont do something about that feeling of yours?"
That caught me off guard.... Right, Yoona wasn't inrelationship according to my sister but how can I tell her about this. The feelings I have for her. without freaking her out? I don't even know what's running in her head. I'm really afraid to scared her more.
"It's not that easy." I stated
"It is.... Look, you two was like together 24/7.. It will be easy for you to show her how you feel."
"I just can't, Soojung. Yoona was still not completely fine about what happened to her in the past."
"That's why the more chances you have to get her because Yoona need someone in her life Jessi. You being her boss, that is your advantage. She won't pushed you away to do whatever you need to do unlike me she want me to focus on study than think of her. We just agreed to always have call or facetime to have connection once I went back in our house in US........ So Unnie, use the chance while she was still working with you. Tell her how you feel or show it to her without telling it. Yoongie isn't dumb nor an idiot I know she will noticed everything."
"She was still vulnerable."
"Not as vulnerable as before, unnie. I'm telling you to just make sure she would feel that she wasn't alone that she has you then maybe luck would be with you. You have a lot of time to make her fall for you before she left to study again. You said she wasn't that broke but she need enough money for her study, right? Then she will stay a little longer to earn those money. Then do what you need to do before you regret everything because you choose not to do it."
Soojung is making sense. She was always so matured with everything. It should be her the older sister and not me because being older sister suits her the most.
"So, unnie, can you promise me that you'll do your best starting tomorrow?" Can I really do that? "Unnie~" Whined my sister while glaring at me then I just gave her an unsure nod as my answer. "Great. Then goodluck. I may not be a great help because you know school sort of things but I'll always cheer you up, or maybe, Im gonna tell her good things about you and maybe pray for your luck."
"Silly."
"Oh, come on. Cheer up. This will be easy on you. Everything Jessica wants, she get."
"Yeah. But Yoona is a different one and she's not a thing."
"Since when did Jessica Jung became a coward?" My sister furrowed her eyebrow at me in a bitchy manner.
"Im not a c-----
"That's not what I'm seeing right now."
I sighed because she's right at this moment. I'm starting to get coward. How can I be confident in this state knowing that there's a possibility that I might get rejected. "If you're thinking that you'll get rejected, atleast try first instead of being pessimistic." See, she can really read me. We really have this close bond that we can even read each others mind. "Yoona is straight but I know you can make her love you back because that's your capable of. You can make everyone like/love you despite of your bitchy attitude."
"I'm not that bitch." I retorted the fact.
"Oh, really?"
"Hey!"
"Oh, I was just kidding babe." Then she giggled at where she was sitting. "Unnie, you still worried on something?"
"Soojung, what if---
"There's no what if.. Come on. Be brave. And have you forgot what you told me?...... That one of your company manager has his interest with Yoongie, are you just gonna let him have yoongie and----
"NO!" I answered almost immediately because of her statement. Suho. I won't let him have Yoona. "Yoona is mine." I murmured in a very low voice.
With the thought of Yoona being so lovey dovey with Suho, I already want to cry. I can't let him have her.
"Awe. I never saw you being so shy. How cute. " she giggled then pinched both my cheeks. "That's right. Be confident and optimistic. Yoona is only yours. Don't let anyone get her." Soojung said after letting go of my cheeks with a proud look lingered at her face.
I'll just try what I can do then whatever happens, I'll just accept it wholeheartedly.
