Words from one's self Vol. 2 [ Completed ]

How I feel

This from an app I write on called SurgeBook. I do peoms, even books I've posted there. I found it last year.

For reason why I'm writing today. Is about my experience. I was racially profiled on all of the days. It was birthday. It was to be a happy time for me. After I got out of the hospital ( from an asthma attack plus extremely low iron in my blood ). I don't like going there because of how I was treated almost killed dead because this nurse, how they didn't want to treat me. I was treated badly first for the color of my skin then because I suffer from depression and anxiety.

So the result of four years ago. I was left to my own devices. I called saying to this particular nurse. My chest is hurting. And he replied " Oh you're making deal out of it, It's your anxiety, laughed it off. Not giving the fact that I was bleeding out with gynecological issues, losing large amounts of blood. Couldn't breathe, chest was feeling like I never felt before.

I was told I was exaggerating. But I passed out that's what they told me. I actually looked at my hospital records later on. It said I had an health attack at my young age. It because of not having enough blood to pump it, now my doctors actually are telling some truths because of the RONA.

So yeah I was profiled when I went to an establishment. And this is the poem I wrote when I got back home.

( that's not me btw it's an actress )

But please check out my SurgeBook profile here's the link

https://www.surgebook.com/sje_107

It might be in russian when first click on it but you can easy change it to english.

I hope for everyone's safety out there protesting. And I hope that change will be achieved this time around.