and it is another day where i am doing exactly what you say as you spit at the ground after finishing with me. hey, you're really scary and i'm sure to bleed. you're really scary and you pulled my hair to look at me cry. you are really scary and my legs are cold and skinny on the concrete of the apartment stairs. you are really scary and i'm going to go home at 5am when you are asleep and tell my mother we argued. i will not tell her anything more. you are really scary because i can't say anything without you biting my tongue viciously. you are really scary because the glass on the photo frame is broken now.
you don't scare me anymore.
you were really scary when you bandaged me up. you were really scary when i was told i was loved by you. you were really scary when you begged me not to tell anyone. you were really scary when you kissed me goodnight. you were really scary when you made me a hot dinner and made me a bath. you were really scary when you would play with my hair and talk about our future. you were really scary when i was safe in your arms and you were in mine.
you were your scariest when i told you i was going to leave. i wish i wasn't scared anymore.
