Heisenberg

Back to 2008 when i had the biggest breakdown
50 years old two children and life still kicks my ass
Wish i never born because I'm already dead now
7:00 am walking to school feeling like a mess
Facing toxic people every single morning
Wondering how can i keep doing this
Should i run away or should i suicide
So wake me up when this nightmare ends
Please tell me it's just the monster under your bed
Hope i can press the pause button
And have more time with my son and daughter
It would be nice it would be better
Hope i can beat this cancer
Cuz i don't wanna be the heart breaker
Hope i can go forward
But i still look behind
Entire family waits for my success to clapping
Hundreds of enemies hoping to see me slipping
Life ain't merciful and problems knock my door every hour
They wanna get the worst out of me
They wanna see the viper
Remember my name remember who i am
Cuz i'll come back and make em pay it twice

The end.