HATE TO LOVE YOU (ENGLISH VERSION)

UNDERSTANDING

Watching Seungyeon sleeping. Jonghyun couldn't look away at the charm of this woman whom he fell at first sight.

He was quietly sitting on the floor. His hands like a feather caressing her hair. He continued to observe every line and curves of her face. Lovely is overrated. She is ethereal...

"Lee Seungyeon, sounds better than Gong Seungyeon," he chuckled. For a few minutes, Jonghyun slowly relaxed and fell asleep together with Seungyeon.

His hand on hers after a while Seungyeon realized a gentle gust on his face. She moved to straighten her back and slowly open her eyes to see Jonghyun beside her.

"Huh he never left?!. What is he doing here?"

Seungyeon's face heats up seeing him. She hasn't fully recovered with the shock from that accidental kiss. Now he is here sleeping ..

Like a temptation that keeps following her She never imagined he could be that close to this well sought idol and loved by many girls all over the globe.

She studied the face, his long lashes, the bridge of his nose and those lips that sent her body on fire.

"What to do? How am I going to sleep when you're here beside me." Her heart is pounding in her chest.

"Breath in. Breath out. Seungyeon... Breath in'

...

"Eeeuuu'hhh" Jonghyun's eyes slowly opened and saw the faint face of Seungyeon who was watching him.

"Locked eyes"

S

he immediately looked away and changed her position.
Awkwardness reigns. Jonghyun gathered all his strength and tried to stretch his arms which held for several hours.

"Mmmm, I'm sorry I overslept ... ohhhh" confusedly broke the weirdness that was created from the atmosphere.

"O... Seungyeon got up not knowing what to say.

It was touching that he watched over her. But would feel super awkward not to have a reaction after seeing someone else in the room.

"I'll go ahead and prepare" Seungyeon firmly while she try to hide her flattering

"Mmm ... Seungyeon-shi can we talk?" the deep voice that make her heartbeat gone wild, she realized more now why all women being crazy on him

"Well what do you want to say" still trying to hide her nervous

Seungyeon appreciates Jonghyun's attempt to explain everything. Obviously, Jonghyun wanted to make amends and not to make the problem get bigger.

But she is unsteady and feels scared. Scare that somehow, she would fall into the same hole as before. And it would be hard for her the second time to get out.

"At first I was very upset to know the marriage agreement. Honestly, I was shocked and could not accept this. So that is my reaction..."

Seungyeon listens intently. She is silent and JH took it as if she didn't care.

"Okay, I really am a fool and a jerk to say those words. But it's already done. I guess, I really didn't accept the treatment of those who didn't discuss  certain  issues with me. Especially this matter... especially what I have experienced before with my previous relationship. It is unfair to even get the idea from you....

"So do you think you're  the only one who suffers here, you  think you're the only one who is disappointed " Seungyeon complained.

"Come on, I will not ask or force you to understand my position. I also will not expect you to forgive me for treating you that way. My actions were outrageous. But i am hoping that we can forget the past and start all over again"

Seungyeon wanted to say it's ok. But deep inside her she is still hurt at what happened last night that she could just shake it off.

"Is that really in your heart Jonghyunshhie"

"Yes," Jonghyun quipped.

''I don't think you have to be burdened anymore. We have the same goal anyway. You don't need to work hard"

"What do you mean? I don't understand" trying hard to understand where the conversation will go

"Wait  for awhile. I ask you to hold on for a while. After that we can end this by convincing our parents. I will not burden you with this problem and you can continue your relationship with whoever you want.

"Yaa, that is not what I meant" Jonghyun withheld his thought

"What do you mean by ending? Are you not suggesting that we will lie to our family? They are hoping  that we might be able to..."

"Don't worry, you don't have to pretend or lie. We just need to be patient for a while, I also want to get out of this problem quickly and start all over again" Seungyeon replied. She is trying to lighten up.

Jonghyun felt  something pinched his heart with what the girl in front of him said.

"You don't understand what I mean. I want to get to know you and start over again. Don't you want this from the start" replied JongHyun

"Well, if that's what you want. Let's do this. But I ask that we are only good in front of our parents and we run our lives out there, you know, until our parents are ready to accept that this plan won't work.''

Jonghyun is frustrated at their conversation. It seems that both of them don't get what each other is saying.

"Is that how you understand the things are. Isn't it more painful to them? Yeahh This is absolutely crazy!"

"You just need to learn to listen and speak well, no need to patronize me'

Another misunderstanding. He just wants to pull his hair out... It seems this girl isnt ordinary one to conquer just like that. But he will not back out just like that.

"Fine. Let us pretend we get along well." With devastated Jonghyun said the sentence the he even don't get it with this stupid agreement

"And you can do whatever you want. Don't burden yourself. You can date with anyone you like."
Seungyeon said try to make it easy but actually she wants to taking back that last sentence she just said.

If only Seungyeon can see his heart. He is quite tired and helpless in front of her.

"I don't want to date anyone. I want to spend time with you. Don't you get it?!!" JonghYun thought inwardly.

He is screaming in his heart!!!

Seungyeon wanted to be with him. But she feels hopeless.

"I like you. But at least not now",  She holds back her emotions and words. This is better.  You don't have to know what I really feel about you.