Nothing left

Chapter five

"Feeling yourself slowly fade away, until there's nothing left. That's the feeling when you're left alone."

If I had only felt the warmth within your touch.
If I had only seen how you smile when you blush.
Or how you curl your lip when you concentrate enough.
Oh I would've known what I was living for all along.
What I've been living for.

-Turning page by Sleeping at last

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Chapter five

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He suddenly pulled away, making me want to whimper. He looked at me with disgust. I winced. Then he suddenly ran away.

What just happened?

I was still shivering of his touch. Still remembering how his lips had tasted. Swallowing my thoughts I couldn't believe why he was doing what he did. At one point he seems to hate and think that I disgusted him, and at another one it seemed as if he wanted me as much as I wanted him. I didn't know what to think anymore. Was he playing with me? I could feel that a heartbreak was on its way to my already broken heart. But I didn't know if I was going to make it this time.

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Liam's P.O.V

How could I kiss her? How could I just forget Stephenie that quickly? I was disgusted with myself. I had probably succeeded in hurting both Stephenie and the new girl. Whom I didn't even know the name of. I had known Stephenie for a really long time and we were both like glue to each other. I loved her so dearly.

Then why was I cheating on her by kissing the new girl? It wasn't fair for Stephenie. And especially not fair for the new girl that probably had her hopes up. Shaking my head slowly to loosen my thoughts I went out to the calling forest. Then I quickly shifted into my big light brown wolf. Then I ran into the dark forest, that was calling.

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Alexis P.O.V

Feeling a bit depressed I dump down on my bed. Suddenly hearing my phone vibrate in my pocket I look at it. The caller id says that its Robbie. Not wanting to talk to him I ignore the phone and just let it ring. Alicia's voice suddenly say, after the fifth call from Robbie:

"Just throw the phone in the forest or something."

"What?" I yell back. She walks into my room with a towel wrapped around her hair and a hand on her hip. She looks at my hair and then she says.

"I have an idea."

I wrinkled my eyebrows in confusion at her words. She came closer and then dragged me in to her room. Looking around I see lots of modern chic furniture that suits her style really good. She walks to her own bathroom that I can see is filled with lots of make up and hair stuff. She quickly opens a shelf and inside it I see many dyeing bottles, in all colors. I looked at it with shock and then I heard Alicia say:

"If you really wanted to make your ex boyfriend jealous or just get a new start is to dye your hair. Its a good way to start fresh. You can choose whatever color you want." The she left the bathroom. I looked at all the different bottles and then finally I chose one. It was named: "Red velvet cupcake dye."