Disorder

9: You Found Me

Ashkii's P.O.V.

When she ran out of the building, I swear my heart broke. I should've known this would end up this way. Before, I didn't care what was going to happen.

I've done this on an occasion, so why did this time hurt so bad? I turned to Serena who was laughing by herself while trying to not fall off her chair. I fumed up to her and grabbed her shoulders, making her look at me.

"What the fuck Serena?!" I yelled as she kept giggling. I swear if it wasn't illegal, I would've slapped her across the face.

"What? You weren't telling her so I did it for you." She shrugged like it was obvious. "Oh! And you actually succeeded in doing something that we originally planned?"

"Which is..?"

"She loves you. Ha! That's so hysterical." She explained, starting to laugh harder. Drunk Serena is pissing me off right now.

Wait...Jess loves me? Holy shit am I really that blind? I've been by her side for two months and a few weeks. She had a horrible fucking life before, and I just added the thunder and lightning. The pain in my chest stung like hell. I loved her. Why the fuck am I just realizing this now?

I ran out the same door Jess ran out of and looked around. She was nowhere to be seen. The first place that I thought to look was Our Place. I jumped in my car and drove to Our Place, looking around the sidewalks to see if she was out there.

When I arrived, I quickly parked and got out, locking the door. I ran down the trail that we made and over to where the treehouse was. I climbed up the ladder before I fully entered the room.

It was empty. I muttered a 'shit' before going back the way I came to my car. I couldn't think of anywhere else to go but her house. I drove slightly slow on the way there, searching the sidewalks frantically as I drove.

I finally got to her house and the door was slightly ajar. I ran up and walked in, shutting the door behind me. Her shoes were on the floor, going up the stairs. I ran up the stairs to see that both her bathroom light was on and her room light was on.

I went in the bathroom first, finding a mess, the medicine cabinet open and it's contents were on their sides. Shit, no. No no no, she better not be doing what I think she's doing.

I walked out the bathroom and over to her bedroom, praying that she didn't lock it. I put my ear against the door and listened inside. It was completely silent. I opened to door and was shocked at the sight.

There she was, beautiful as ever, her makeup smudged on her cheeks but she still looked amazing. Her eyes were closed and she was sat against the wall.

I almost passed out when I saw the almost empty bottle of pills in her hands.
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Wowza alright. I think I like this chapter but I'm not totally sure. But yeah please vote and comment, it means a lot.
B y e - J.x