My Difficult Story

When it all Started

I honestly believe that 5th grade is where it all started. Growing up i was the innocent girl who loved helping people but i also had a history of lying. I loved being in sport's i was in gymnastics, Soft ball, Cheer and i just grew up around sport's. I grew up with my great-grandma cause my mom needed help talking care of me so my great-grandma was like my second mom. I used to go to church every Sunday with my great-grandma she worked at the Guadalupe Church. At that time i was maybe 5 or 6 I went with her all the time. But i stayed with my grandparents at their Ranch i honestly don't remember much of when i was little. I was really close with my primo's Adam and Owen when i was younger me and Owen were best-friends but then i moved to San Antonio in 4th grade we always moved back and forth from San Antonio an Del Rio. I went to Montgomery elementary and at that school i became good friends with Sophia Rios,Gabriel Torres,Tyler and Nathaniel Gomez.  They were my group of friends I was the new student i always hated being the new student but we moved so often i guess i should have gotten used to it. But i never really did get used to it when i go to different schools i always stayed away from people and payed attention to everyone to see who they really were. There are a lot of different people out there the one's who wan't attention the people who are hurting inside but pretend are fine the one's who just wan't to have fun and then there are people like me. Who are just lost there's no other way to put it you'r just difficult and complicated and just lost on everything. Me and Sophia became really close we were always there for each other she even took on a camping trip with just her family one time there was a complication with her and a friend  but i was there for her. Then the 5th grade came that's when i found out i was moving back to Del Rio because at home wasn't the best at that time we lived on the bad side of San Antonio my mom ha a Boyfriend his name is John but we all called him Moc i have no idea why but we did. Moc had a daughter her name is Hermosa i got close with her but i never really liked Moc something was just always off about him sometimes Moc and my mom got into really bad fights he would lay hands on her and i would get mad but Hermosa kept me out of it. She honestly was like an actual sister to me but things between my mom and Moc just kept getting worse then that's when my mom found out Moc was cheating on her. They had the biggest fight he hurt my mom really bad he almost ran her over with Jeep my mom had bought him. She couldn't walk for a couple weeks my brother had to help her. At that time is when i started to feel hatred in my heart i wanted to Hurt Moc the way he hurt my mom i wanted to see him take his last breath for what he did to my mom and me, and my brother. I told Sophia everything she didn't take me moving away lightly she was heart broken and so was I. I was gonna miss her so much. I said my last goodbyes to all of my friends and my grandparent's helped us move out. We moved back into the ranch i went to school at Garfield Elementary I went there for a couple years before so i really wasn't new to that school but i still felt like the new student i met with a few old friends from there. I walked into my home room and right away the teacher didn't like me i still remember her saying "Oh it's the new girl go sit over there" in my head i was like damn but there wasn't anything i could do a lot of people came up to me old friends and people i didn't even know i just politely smiled and kept to myself but later on that year i was friends with almost everyone there was two girls that just didn't like Naomi and tanya but i didn't really care they seemed to how do i say this? too over dramatic i was really good at math back then I hated my E.L.A teacher she didn't like and i didn't like and everyone caught on that quick that's when i met rodrigo but everyone call's him Danny me and him were the closest friends ever i think everyone knew me and danny had a crush on each other back then we would always joke around and have the bet time's ever. I wish i could go back to my younger self and tell me that danny is so good don't ever loose him cause you will find out what love is with him. Only if i could go back. Danny and I would always get in trouble in Science class we wouldn't do our work and we would sit on the carpet almost like everyday one time me and hi just started saying colors of the carpet and we were laughing so hard i tried to say blue but i was looking at purple so i ended up saying "BLURPLE" and me and him just died and he did the same thing to he said "YELLOGEEN" we got in trouble for laughing so much but we didn't care. We were having a good time together. Then i met trevor he is my homeroom teacher's son long story short i heard danny saying he had the hugest crush on Rocio Calderon so i got with trevor me and danny were still friends but we faded a little bit but then i broke up with trevor after a while. Cause when i was with trevor i wanted it to be dany when i would hold trevors hand i wanted it to be danny's hand when i kissed trevor i wanted it to be danny. That's when i became close with danny again me and him had something but i just didn't realize it then. Next came 6th grade Danny ended up dating Rocio but he is my best-friend so i was happy to see him happy. So i figured if danny doesn't want me i just gotta find someone who wants just as bad as i want danny. Then that's when i had become friends with Ciara and Miranda and the three of us had an amazing bond but me and ciara had the strongest bond all three of us went through a lot together. Then danny was still with Rocio so i went on and met a guy named Oscar and right away Ciara didn't like him i honestly dont remember the reason why she didnt him but it didnt faze me. So me and him started getting closer and at the time i was in U.I.L and he was too we sat next to eachother on the bus but hector also wanted to sit with me so they took turns. Apperantly hector liked me but i didnt like him then one day hector asked me out and i said yes only because i felt bad and the same dat after school my cousin sofia gave me a note. The note said "will you go out with me?" but she didnt say who it was from. But i found out it was from Oscar. When Oscar found out i was with hector he got with another girl named Karime me and her never liked each other. So me and Oscar faded and ciara and I had a fight because i liked Oscar. But Danny helped me out he always was there for me. Later on i just hung out with my friends and that was that. I had a few crushes but thats all just crushes one of them were alejandro pina he is a cutie. Then here comes 7th grade...