HIDDEN FEELINGS

Where hell is emily part 2

Aaron's point of view

  They say absence makes the heart grow founder  only now do understand   The meaning  of this statement . My Heart and soul ached it was if a piece of me was missing,  I was loosing my mind ,   dreaming  about the same person  I just had to find her  , we had been looking for Emily for three days now but with no luck or clue to where she may be I can't help but feel responsible for her disappearance she was my best friend and the love of my life if had kept her close instead pushing her may be she would still be here . Knowing this nothing less mattered not sleep not my health not school the only thing I cared about was finding Emily I wasn't going stop searching till I found her

Even Mr waters had filed a missing persons report with the police department who joined the search  with cadaver dogs to ease  the search every day was struggle  the un certainty  of not knowing where Emily was   Who could have done this and why  "Emily didn't deserve this she is only a child," her fathers words echoed   Through my ears

He was right Emily was mean to me easily acted out irrationally  without thinking things through  this was because she found it hard to trust people once she is betrayed she doesn't think  but other than that  Emily was sweet soul  a girl with good virtue  am not saying she was angel but no one is perfect we all have falls  imperfections  that we try to hide but these are things which makes us human ,  Emily was no exception she is bound to make mistakes and didn't deserve this

We had been searching for three days in and around school  parks bushes near Emily's house and the surrounding areas I felt helpless responsible, lost without Emily  my heart was missing  I know I had Michelle  to try  burry my feelings to help me cope  with the situation but I wasn't  the same , my day began and ended  with Emily  if heart gave out  cause I couldn't find her I would kill myself cause I can't live without her  even if we're aren't together knowing she is ok  I was enough to give me strength to keep living .  cause it's impossible for us to be together I was still hurting  but I wasn't mad any more I love Emily and finding I her meant everything  it even started taking a toll on me and Michelle's relationship she  desperately craved my attention every day  , my only focus was Emily  this drove Michelle crazy with jealously  She always suspected that this was one of Emily's plots to make me choose her over her and she wasn't having it

I know Emily was Drama queen But you would never        Hurt her father like that she loved her  dad  so I knew there was more to the story Emily wouldn't do this to her dad atleast she would call him whenever she left on a self imposed exile  but she I didn't Emily and her dad were really close Emily's dad would call during every free period not forgetting at home time so her not picking her phone was every unlike her and something serious was going on  

I could feel it my soul that Emily needed me I was gong to find her at all costs we searched every day up to the late evenings but nothing  it was  coming to the fourth day and we still had nothing to show for it  only thing I kept wondering was where is the love of my life and who would take her  it was basically torture  every minute and hour was critical   My biggest fear was finding Emily dead in ditch some where it was my fault  she was missing and knowing this I couldn't sleep  I had to find her I made cut outs of Emily , posters with rewards up to  two million dollars if any one  saw and immediately calls came in from  every where and we tirelessly followed every lead  leading us know where  the  fifth, seventh days came  still had nothing to show for it.

On  Sunday morning I visited a local church cause it said If all fails turn to God cause He holds  key and solution . I kneel  in front of the altar and asked for you divine intervention  so we could find Emily   Two weeks later  we have our first lead we find Emily's leather jacket and cell phone abandoned    Five miles  away from the school "all indications of a struggle surrounded them which all signs of kidnapping case ."The detective said