Shirotani-X-Kurose

First and Last Part

told from Shirotani's POV TEN COUNT

I'm Scared. My heart, the beat is off balance. I can't do this.... This is for Kurose. I must. Will Kurose leave
me if I don't? STOP, STOP. He won't. He's not like that. I knock the door in front of me with my bare fist and
Kurose opens it. What was I expecting? It's not like I told him I'm coming over to have sex... I wouldn't do that
because what if I can't? BREATHE. I breathe and ask to come in. Kurose looks surprised and I feel uncomfortable... but I must not show it. "Um... Do you want something to drink?" I turn, too quickly, and stop in my tracks for a second and
then a small, "Yes, thank you... bottled water is just fine" STUPID STUPID. I gave it away. I start to pace and then
stop because I give myself a reality check. I can't do this, I'm trying too hard. I'll just be myself. Kurose hands me
a bottled water and I resist then accept it. He chuckles and I blush, about to say something but I quickly refrain.
I manage a sip from the water and then Kurose asks "Would you like to watch something?" I smile, he's trying...
"Sure, umm... I have nothing in mind. You can pick." It's been about a month from any sexual things going on between us so how does he do it? Masturbation? I blush. I start to stare at his pants and he looks at me and I quickly turn. Redder than ever. I'm so stupid. We sit down and it looks as if he is holding in a laugh and then starts to flip through the channels and then leaves it on a channel that's on commercial break. "I have to go to the bathroom, I'll be back in a few"
The commercials are over and then... Oh My god. It's PORN. What do I do. Where's the remote? The volume is loud... I want to watch. Is Kurose here? I want to WATCH. It's Up. Should I touch it? It's kind of out of the question because of where I'm at... But, why do I have this sudden urge... I have to relieve it! My hands slowly slither down my pants and one of my bare hands touch it. "Ugh" It feels gross but then again... I rub it then start to grasp it and close my eyes.
The loud moans in the background should drown out my own. Right? Right? WRONG. I open my eyes to watch the scene in front
of me and Kurose is just standing there with a genuine smile. "My we've advanced from before." I wanna run away. I wanna cry.
I wanna die of embarrassment, just get me out of here. Kurose walks closer. "Do you need any help?" I do, I do but... "N..Noo.
I'm good." but Kurose sits next to me. NOOOO.. He touches my boner over my pants and I twitch. "AHHH" He gulps and pulls them
down and he stares at my bare cock. "It got erect rather quick" He slowly grabs it and motions up and down. "Ahhnnnnn... K... Kurose..." I stare at Kurose's pants. He's hard. I want to help him. Why? What happened to me??? Kurose leans down and slowly
kisses my dick. "Ahnnnnnn..." He opens his mouth and welcomes me in and slowly licks through his lips and I try to thrust in
but I stop and let him take over. He moves us and down faster and faster.. IM GOING TO CUM! "Ku.. Kurose Stop.. Mhhhmmm" I
release all of my cum into his mouth and he gets up and swallows. I pant. He's still hard. But he's about to get up, What do
I do? I grab his hand and sit him down. I hesitantly put my hand on his crotch and he looks at me shocked, What do I do? I unzip
his pants and let his cock breathe.. UGH. It's so big, I don't want it in my mouth, that's gross. I touch it and then start to motion
up and down as he did with his mouth to me. He twitches. I blush. "K.. Kurose, Um.. Do you want to put it in?" He gets mad. Why is he
mad? Did I do something? "What happened? Are you insecure about our relationship, did you read online again?!" It's true... I've been
told that all men want is sex but I want it too and I'm a man. Now, I'm the one getting mad. I start to cry. "I want it, Is that so
surprising?!" I take his cock in my mouth. It's gross. It's disgusting. I want to throw up. I mimmick what he had done to me and I can
feel it twitching in my mouth. It's gross. I go up and down and I can taste his Pre-cum. Kurose starts to breathe faster and I can feel
him get bigger. He grabs my hair and pushes me in more, subconsciously I assume because, he quickly takes me off of his dick. "Haaahh... Are
you sure this is what you want, It's not too late, but I won't be able to hold off if we continue. I wipe my tears, I want to spit out what's
left but I don't. I nod. He goes to grab something. I spit the pre-cum into a nearby plant and Kurose returns with condoms and what looks to
be lubricant. I turn redder. He sits down and spreads my legs and puts them on his shoulders. He can see. HE CAN SEE EVERYTHING. I get erect again
and he grabs the lubricant and squeezes it into "AHHNNNMhhmmmm.. It feels cold" Kurose inserts a finger and into it. "It's going to be a bit tight.."
OF COURSE IT'S GOING TO BE TIGHT, IM A VIRGIN I want to yell but it feels so weird and good and I'm twitching I don't want it to end but then Kurose
adds another finger. "MHMMMMMNN.. Stopp too many, too big!" Kurose chuckles and moves more before adding another finger. "It's become rather looser
Haha" And then he brings his lips to my ass. He opens his mouth and licks it. I shiver. THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING. I'M SCARED. He puts his tongue and moves it around. "AHHHMMMMMNNN It's Dir.. ahhhh... Dirty" Kurose continues on until it has loostened enough. He pulls a condom out and rips the
package. I'm watching, I can't turn around. He puts it on slowly and thrusts in fast and then slows to a stop to let me get used to it. It's hot, REALLY
HOT. It's inside. All of it. It's deep. I wrap myself around it and twitch. He touches my cock and starts to move inside me and I clench. It feels good,
Why? Why does it feel so good? He's touching me and thrusting into me. I'm going to cum. He grips me and I wince and let out a small whimper. He starts
to thrust harder and deeper into unexplored places and gets to the right spot before I start to shake all over. "Kurose, Let.. Let go, Please, I want to
cum.." With a few more thrusts, I'm on edge and he releases his hand and then lets out a moan with breath going on the back of my neck. He cums. I want to feel it but the condom ughhh. He thrusts as deep as he can to help me cum and I do. A lot. All over the living room. It felt good, Uncomfortable, BUT GOOD. He pulls out and I whimper. I feel unsatisfied... After cumming twice is that even possible? Kurose is lying down. Erect? He's breathing rather fast and he
pulls off the condom to expose a fully erect cock. I have a strange urge. His eyes are closed. I get up and walk to him and let his unprotected cock slide into me for a second time. I cry out in pleasure, It feels really good. I sit all the way down and it's touching places it couldn't before and his cock twitches.
I look at Kurose and I can tell he enjoys it. It kind of hurts, almost bigger than before? I pick myself up and thrust down. Kurose moans. I want to make him moan more. I do it again and again, and it slams my insides. I can't anymore I ask him to take over. He lays me to the floor and thrusts deep and fast. Really fast. It feels good and I need to cum. I touch my cock and then rub and it spurts out and Kurose is getting close and he starts to pull out but I grab him and he cries out and cums. Cum. Inside. Me. I twitch all over. Is this an orgasm? It feels good. I ride it out and Kurose turns me over and gives me a light
kiss on the lips. Our First kiss.