Oh boy.

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It was New Years and it's Been a month since the break up it is going well I guess, still hurting, still missing him but it's whatever. I made up with some of the girls but not all. There is still one who I just can't take back as a friend and I think it's better that way. She was my best friend, we did everything together but some good things must come to an end. Oh haha forgot to mention I am having a small thing with someone who I dated back in freshman year for 4 months. Small story short he was my first high school boyfriend. Was very toxic. Body shamed me, made me feel like I wasn't good enough, abusive with his words it just wasn't a good relationship but haha my dummy head went back to him because I was hurting so much from my ex and just needed a distraction so we were like um.... friends with benefits 😅😶 he was nice and supportive at first but the more we did things and hanged he started to be rude again. I started to get attached again so I didn't want to leave him but his words just hurt so much. But I sucked it up and just kept having our thing. Cause like i have kept telling himself what could get worst than this?
Oh boy something did get worst ....one Sunday in February 2019... my life changed forever ....

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