To my ex-best friends

To the friends who let me go

Right now I'm in a world of pain everyday.

I considered you to be the people that I could trust. The people who would be their for me no matter what. I expected you to love me and respect me the way I always did for you. But I guess I was wrong. No I was wrong

Before you officially dumped me you started ignoring me making me feel like a piece of shit. I went home crying everyday and when I asked the other on of you, U decided it would be funny to pretend nothing was wrong and continue excluding me. Well I guess when they say threes a crowd it really is.

I feel isolated not only at school, but when I log onto social media I feel so alone. Although our friendship was partly one-sided I miss you guys more then anything. Ive tried making new friends but it just feels impossible. I feel like you've turned everyone away from me. And whenever you see me happy for the first time in a long time you will try your hardest to bring me down. I over heard you talking about me saying I should potentially kill my self and that I'm a waste of space.

I wish other people would have heard that. I wish other people could understand what you two put me through. I wish other people wouldnt believe your lies and take your side. I wish you could just stop trying to make my life a living hell.

Why do we bully one another? Why are we so mean to one another? Why do you two go out of your way to make my life harder then it already is? What did I ever do to you? Can you please just stop.

I can't do this anymore I really can't. If someone pushes me harder again I might just give in too what they want. Please stop.