Hello, everyone. I am aware that it has been several months since updating this story, or any of my stories. I've been caught up in life, and dealing with a lot.
Three weeks up, I was broken up with for the third time by my abusive boyfriend who raped me and cheated on me multiple times. He dumped me three times, and came crawling back every time, and I took him back every time, and every single time he swore he changed but went right back to abusing me and cheating on me. This time, I've decided that I'm done, and I will never take him back again. I was with him for almost 18 months, and the last 8 months with him were living hell. I lost myself as a person trying to be enough for him.
I will never understand how he could tell me he loved me in one breath, then rape me and cheat on me and abuse me with pure hatred in the next breath.
If you are in a toxic, abusive relationship but don't think you can get out—you will someday. I promise you. You are stronger than you think you are. People accept the love they think they deserve. You deserve more than you know.
In the aftermath of this final breakup, I hope to begin writing again and pouring out my heart and painful experiences in ways that will touch other people.
Thank you for reading this note ❤️
You can reach me on Instagram @sierra_lael and request access to my spam @sierrahahah to see how I'm doing now, and for some details of my hellish relationship. I hope by being open about it, I will show others they aren't alone and that it gets better.
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