Liam's Point of View.
Waking up at my bed, sitting on it and staring at the pink wall of our room, me and my sister's.
I walked back up, and walking outside our room, drinking 3 glasses of water.
I look at our wall clock, it's already 5:30 in the morning, my grandmother is still sleeping on the sofa of our living room, with the TV on.
She fall asleep again while watching TV last night, I wave my head from right to left while turning off the TV and walking to our kitchen.
Kinuha ko ang kaldero na pag lulutuan ng kanin, hinugasan ito at matapos no'n ay isinalang sa rice cooker.
Kinuha ang timba na kulay green, lumabas at nag igib ng tubig na nagamit sa pag luluto.
Nag igib Lang ako ng nag igib hanggang mapuno na ang dalawang batya sa banyo, dalawang timba sa kubeta at ang 2 timba sa lababo.
Matapos no'n ay nag tungo na ako sa cr Para maligo dahil may pasok pa ako sa school and maaga ako dahil nag lalakad ako pag papasok.
Nasa banyo na ako at nakahubad narin, ready to take a bath ng makita ko na nakabukas ang bintana ng banyo at naramdaman ang lamig ng hangin sinara ko muna ito.
Matapos no'n ay nag buhos na ako ng tubig, napamulat ako ng Mata sa lamig ng tubig na bagong igib pero freshness nito.
Matapos napamulat ng Mata, aking napag tanto na ito nanaman ay aking day dreaming, seeing myself starring at the pink wall of our room.
I sighed and then get up on our bed, and just like what I imagine, as I left our room and drink water, I heard the TV running.
Commercial ng surf ang pinapalabas, so matapos ko uminom ng 3 glass of water ay pinatay kona ang TV and I look at my grandmother sleeping in the sofa.
May sapin naman ito Kaya hindi siya lalamigin, she's in her late 50's. Around 57 or 58 years old, although I wanna admire her, the memories I had when I was child even now came back. And the pain of her words struck in my heart like lightning leaving scars in it.
I go to the kitchen and then cook a rice, after I put it in the rice cooker, I look at the wall clock and it's already 5:39 in the morning.
I spent 9 minutes cooking, the one that made me slow is cleaning the kaldero before cooking, I brushed it with steel wall making me take my time and slowing me in the process.
After that I go outside the house and then fetch some water, after I made sure that all of the containers of water is full I get back to the other room where our clothes is.
After I took my clothes ay bumalik na ako sa banyo at ang hangin galing bintana ang agad sumalubong saakin matapos ko mag hubad.
Kaya isinara ko muna ang bintana before bathing, while in the middle of my bath, my grandmother woke up and open all the door and windows.
I put my clothes on after I finish my bath, I left the room and then get ready on going to school.
Before leaving, I walked in front of our altar and did a sign of the cross and then finally leaving the house.
While in the tricycle, I saw someone, a handsome man, he isn't white but he has a beautiful skin tone, he does not have a so called "perfect nose" or matangos na ilong but he is handsome.
He have a nice teeth, pero hindi rin ito gaanong pantay but everytime he smile which is lagi niyang ginagawa ay namamangha ako sakaniyang ngiti.
I ask him what was his name and his name si Peter, and I don't know what came into my mind but I ask him what was his relationship status.
He smile before answering.
"I'm actually in a relationship with someone. It is our anniversary actually and I'm going to see him after the school." he said.
"Oh.. Happy anniversary!" the only thing I said and never talked again until we reached our school.
Nakatulala akong nag lalakad sa school hanggang sa mauntog ako sa pader ng aming gymnasium and I can hear alot of people calling me.
Is this my end? I'm I going to die? Or I'm just overreacting?
"Huy!" malakas na Sabi ng isang hindi pamilyar na boses Kaya naman napalingon ako sakaniya.
Doon ko nakita ang isang lalaking Naka mask, Naka sumbrero at jacket at ang tricycle na nasa tapat ko ngayon habang Naka tayo ako sa tapat ng waiting shed namin.
Nag palingon ako sa paligid ko Para malaman ko kung nasaan ako and then there, I saw myself Sabi ko nga sa last sentence na nasa waiting shed ako.
"Sasakay kaba? Bakit na tulala ka riyan?" tanong ng lalaki muli at ako naman ay natauhan at napakamot sa ulo at ngumiti sakaniya.
"Sasakay po hehe." Sabi ko rito.
"Sasakay naman pala eh tapos nakatulala kalang diyan. Dali na sakay na." Sabi nito Kaya naman sumakay na ako sa loob ng tricycle.
And there was no one. I was the only one in the tricycle.
"Saan destinasyon mo nong?" tanong nito.
"NLANS po." Sabi ko at hindi na siya nag salita.
Ang NLANS ay pinaiksing pangalan for North Luzon Agricultural National School. Lans ang pag bigkas dito pero kapag may school activities like quiz bee of course ang bigkas dito ay ang each letter.
Napa buntong hininga nalang ako, after Kade left me, my ex boyfriend on RPW left me for no reason my daydreaming became severe.
Kade left me by giving his account to some random person on RPW, he said that he made his best friend pregnant and he can't say that to me that's why he gave his account to someone.
I saw their chats, and it's painful and I can't stop overthinking until I became like this.
The new guy who owns the account of my ex is fooling me for 4 months. But when I said I was going to leave RPW because my real boyfriend broke up with me, the guy said he love me for the past 4 months.
It pains me but I said I can't fool myself, after that my intense daydreaming started that day, I imagined that he will find my real account and court me.
But that guy just let me so I just did nothing too, that is the life of an R'pier. That is why I decided to leave the RPW for good.
Nakababa na ako sa school at nakalakad na ako papunta sa gymnasium ng masagi ako ng isang senior high student.
I don't know what strand it's called pero sila ang nag aaral ng mga designs, paintings, decorations ng mga occasions and etc. Sila ang taga-ayos ng school kapag may event.
We both fell in our butts, I murmured to myself the pain I have. The guy who also fell just get up fast and he offered his hand to help me get up.
I accepted his request to help me. And when I get up, I help him pick the stuff that fall into the ground, picking the stuff as fast as I can to go finally going to our classroom.
I pick up the last green highlighter on the floor and then there our hands touch one another, I look at him, eye to eye.
His pale face, his wonderful hair, his brown eyes and his wonderful killer face. Makalaglag panty ay kitang kita ko ng malapitan.
Iniready ko ang bibig ko na parang hahalik, inilapit ko ng kaunti ang ulo ko sakaniya na parang hahalikan siya and I closed my eyes.
Mahahalikan kona Sana siya ng biglang may tumulak saakin ng malakas na nakapag pamulat ng Mata ko.
"Huy!" sabay Sabi ng pamilyar na boses ng lalaki na nakahawak sa balikat ko.
Hindi ko siya nilingon, but I saw people looking at me, and then there, I realized I was daydreaming again.
And then there I also realized that my lips is ready to kiss. I mean ang position na parang hahalik na. Nakalabas ang nguso.
"Hahahaha uy sino hinahalikan mo dyaan?" Saturn said.
Hindi ako nag salita, yumuko ako at mabilisang tumakbo habang hiyang hiya saaking nagawa ng hindi namamalayan.
Oh daydreaming. Layuan mo ako.
BINABASA MO ANG
The Dream
RomanceBroken in the World of Reality. Lost in the World of Dream. This is Liam's situation after an important person left him without saying any words.
