Quantum Soul

Deterioration

We had a great summer together, we went to the restaurant, we went to the sea and even to the mountains with his parents. Happiness.

At the start of the school year, we were able to continue to see each other often because my HND was in high school. I knew that our couple's birthday was approaching so I wanted to get my driver's license as soon as possible. I got a date, passed it and got it. I was so proud, my girlfriend too but what made me even happier was that I was going to be able to bring her to the restaurants for our 1 year of couple. I took her to a Japanese restaurant and we had a great evening.

One day, she asked me if she could get news from her ex boyfriend, of course it didn't make me happy but I didn't want to hurt her and above all, she did what she wanted. She no longer spoke to me about the evening, I didn't understand. I was wondering what they could say to each other. I was very bad. I sent her a message, but she replied curtly. I did not answer him for the evening, I slipped under the blanket and I cried in silence until I fell asleep.

The months pass and Christmas came. We were sad because she was going to spend all the holidays with her family and we weren't going to see each other for a while. On Christmas Eve, we talked by message, everything was fine until the conversation got worse. She suddenly became abhorrent and reproached me for never making any effort for her. It made me extremely sad and especially angry because it was wrong. I always did everything for her. I organized surprise snacks for her when she left school, I took her to where she needed to go, I waited for her from wherever she was to surprise her ... And much more ... She ended by telling me that she was leaving me. I was the most amorous man on the planet, receiving such insults made me nauseated, it literally broke my heart on Christmas Eve. I lived the worst Christmas of all my life.

We had planned to spend the new year together because she had managed to convince her parents but it was going to be complicated compared to what had happened between us on Christmas Eve. Shortly before New Year's Eve, I received a message from her telling me that she was coming back from her family by train and that I had to pick her up at the station. I hesitated but my heart, although broken, was still beating for her. I didn't really know the city where I was going to pick it up and I couldn't find places to park near the train station so I parked in the parking lot of a fastfood.

Obviously it did not make her happy because she wanted me to park near the station. She told me that as soon as she arrives and that I have brought her home, she will leave me again. I was devastated. My feelings for her dissipate even more.

Subsequently, I learned from my friends that she wanted to distance me from them. I no longer knew what to think.

New Year's Eve went pretty well, but I quickly realized that she didn't want me to stay with my friends, she isolated me from them.
My friends gradually began to turn their backs on me and I found myself alone, without friends and with a girl who constantly breaks my heart.