It's not you, I think it's me.
Maybe we can be friends.
Babe she's bomb! And we connect.
But what if it is me? Why do we have to be friends? Am I bomb, or no?
I can still feel the pain of a heartbreak. Even though this happened months ago. I truly loved him and he left me. He didn't even give a reason as to why. I cried, it seemed like the more I would try and forget him, the more something would happen that reminded me of him.
And if that's not enough, we go to the same school; me, him,and his new girlfriend. I have two classes, 6th period P.E and 4th period Math, with him. And 3 classes with his girlfriend. I actually sit next to her in one class. Which made me pissed as hell cause she keeps talking to me like we're friends. And she keeps telling me how great of a boyfriend he is. Sure.
"A'Rainah!" My science teacher yelled.
My head shot up from the desk. I had been drawing my version of The Little Mermaid. I looked around the classroom to see that all eyes were on me.
"Read child!" Ms. Campbell said in her heavy Jamaican accent.
My friend Indigo showed me what page we were on, and where to read.
"Atoms make up everything on the planet Earth. They are known as the building blocks of life because everything has atoms." I read, Ms. Campbell made me stop.
"Now someone tell me what an element is." Ms. Campbell said.
I went back to drawing. Indigo tapped my arm.
"Maybe you should be her friend. Then you could show him what he's missing." Indigo was talking about that bitch, I mean Lexus. She goes out with my boy- err, ex-boyfriend now.
"Yea, your smart Indi."
"Heh, I know." Indigo said while poppin' her collar.
The bell rang and me and Indi went to our lockers. I had Language Arts next, my favorite class cause I really liked the teacher. Ms. Perry was hilarious.
As I was finishing up getting my things for language arts, I saw him. I turn my head and walk to Indigo who was having a hard time opening her locker.
"Hey!" I heard him say.
"I think Alex is talkin to you." Indigo said.
I looked over at him and he just did a quick turn of the head and kept going. So, he wasn't talking to me.
"Whatever, I got his ass." I said to Indigo. He fucked my emotions, and then he dumped me, like I wasn't worth any of his time anymore. If I ever was.
Me and Indigo split halls, she went to 234, Mr. Robins class. He taught choir, which was perfect for Indigo cause she could sing. I walked into Ms. Perry's class and instantly saw Lexus in her seat already. I took a deep breath and say down next to her.
"Oh my god! A'Rainah your shoes are so cute!" She had put waaaayyy too much enthusiasm in that one sentence. Very unnecessary.
"Thanks." I said it as if it was nothing. As if I got complements like that everyday and I would most likely get another one in 5 minutes. But no, I hardly ever get complements, so I try to take them all in. Even if they're from people I hate.