Its been 5 years since I left my family and been on my own. Im now a single mother and devorice woman. I got a few piercings and 3 tattoos been struggling to stay afloat. I dont have a faith but I haven't smoked or did drugs. I just rebelled against my parents. I'm wearing jeans so is my two sisters I talk too. Jinger and Jill. I moved in with Jinger so i can save money. "Joy. Jeremy and I we are moving back to Arkansas you and Paige can come with." She says. Paige and Felicity are BFFs. "I guess its time to go back to hell." I say she rolls her eyes. She gotten used to me swearing. I mean i Swear but not all the bad words. After a 5 hour flight we were back in Arkansas. John picked us up. He hugs me. "Paigie!" He says she jumps on him. Giving him kisses. I took off my earrings and piercings. Well not my belly ring. I was wearing a skirt and I was wearing modest clothing i hated this life. "Joy Joy!" My mom says. "Hi mama." I say. "We missed you man you changed." He says. "Yep Paige made me a mom and Jake made me a devorice single mom." I say I saw Austin he hasnt changed. "Joy were is Jake?" Jed asks. "We got a devorice." I say. "Well you always made your own choices but we got Paige out of it." My dad says holding my 3 year old daughter. "I knew Jake was bad news." Jill says. "Its fine it was nuteral he didnt want another kid." I say making it clear I was pregnant. "Oh my goodness Joy. Congrats. Jake is an Idiot." My mom says. "Yep I know." I say. "Does he see Paige? My dad asks. "He a musician he doesnt have time for us anymore i made him sign his rights away." I say. "So you have them all yourself?" Jed asks. "Yes." I say. "How far are you?" Austin asks. I still have a crush on him. "4 months found out its another girl." I say. "Are you keeping the P name theme?" My dad asks. "Dunno. We will see." I say i know i wont do that to my children. "Im expecting too it another girl for me." Jinger says. I noticed that Austin was looking at me. "Can I speak to you alone?" He asks. I do follow him. "I want to date you not court you I wanna be with you Joy." He says. "Me too." I say we just hugged. "Rules we can do everything but kiss until our wedding day." He says. "Im okay with that." I say to him in his beautiful blue eyes
