Forgotten Love [Nicholas Alexander Chavez]

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I ain't got no time for no games
Tell me what you like but it's never gon' change
So you do what you wan-wanna do
And I'm not going home with you, home with you
I ain't got no time for no games
I'm not being rude, can you give me my space

Nicholas.

So much rage goes through me when I fight. I sometimes cannot control it. I tried to tonight because I knew Rylie and Robin were coming, but I couldn't. Seeing my opponent on the ground I just thought of him as Ryan. Someone I despise so much.

After feeling two guys have to rip me off of him I look up and see the last person I wanted to have to see me do this, Robin.

My heart stops. This is just like my last fight I let her come see. She completely was afraid of me. She wouldn't even kiss me and didn't want me touching her when we slept in the same bed. This was the wrong time for her to come- wait...who the fuck. Did she bring? Ryan...

I give the most angriest look at him and he gives a devilish smirk at me as he kisses on her with his dirty arm hanging around her shoulder. She gives me the most scared look like before then I get sat down. I look away then look back at her and she's on the ground with people hovered over her. I jump up with quickness and run towards her getting off of the boxing ring.

"What the fuck, what did you do!?" I yelled in Ryan's face.

He shoves me, "Don't ever come at me like that."

"Can you both for one fucking second stop making it about you! She is not waking up!" Rylie yells.

The ambulance comes instantly and puts her on the stretcher and she's taken away only Rylie got to ride in the truck with her. So I grabbed a sweatshirt and took my car following behind going so fast because I was so worried. This shouldn't even be happening.

When I arrived at the ER I ran to the waiting room and began to yell at the front desk woman who was just doing her job. Inside I was feeling so bad for her because she was the stress and anger in me.

"Why can't I go fucking see her!?" I yelled.

"Sir please, I don't know, I'm not a doctor. When they update us I'll tell you along with everyone else waiting for her." She says trembling her words.

"Hey pal how about you chill the fuck out. You're obviously scaring her and it's not like Robin is dead the girl is passed out." Ryan was the last person I needed speaking to me. I snapped.

"How about you shut the fuck up! Pal. Shouldn't you be more worried than me since you're supposedly her boyfriend!? What type of boyfriend are you!?" I say as I get close to his face.

"Guys please not now!" Rylie yells while sitting.

"I'm the type that doesn't nearly kill my girlfriend in a car crash that could've been prevented if I didn't have a drinking problem..." he says calmly and I push him as hard as I could.

"How about you go fuck yourself." I spat and Rylie gets in between us.

"Go your separate ways! Both of you! I've had enough. Fucking babies." She says and we do as told.

We sit right across from each other facing each other and my blood was boiling as he looked directly at me with the ugliest, dirtiest smirk. I fucking hate him. I look away rolling my eyes as I tried to relax myself. I just kept thinking about how Robin wouldn't want me mad.

And how I selfishly got drunk.

And how I selfishly made her come and get me.

I forgot our anniversary. I was going to propose to her...