Goodbye, Mr. Kim | kth.

0.2 High School Sweetheart

2013

It was you who cause the group to be awkward; your behaviour clearly express how you don't want to be with Taehyung at the moment. There is an invisible wall between the two of you.

Since the day when he confessed his feelings, you wouldn't be able to get rid of his passionate look out of your mind. Your face would heated up when you saw him walking from the corner of your eyes. You would try to avoid every possible one-to-one conversation with him. You would refrain yourself from your daily 'Jungkook-bullying', resulting Jungkook to became more attached to you.

You believe the others have sensed the distance you gave to him. The dance club onnies tried to make you spill everything that troubled you these days. Even Jimin asked to meet you personally to talk about this matter. Yerim is the only person that knew the situation, as the night after the confession you called Yerim, semi-shouting and blabbering that Yerim would ask you to calm down first.

You were confused. Yes, you admit that you like Taehyung, because of his friendly and funny personality, but not in that way.
Whenever you feel down because of a failed exams, he would cheer you up with his bad jokes, and sometimes a dirty one that angered you to the point that you would hit him. Or the way when he looks super concentrated whenever you told him about your interest, such as AGUSTD, your favourite rapper. Wait no, maybe you like him in that way, but not too much.

"I don't know! It's confusing!" You slammed your head on the desk harshly. Let your head swollen, as you don't care anymore.

Yerim, who was slurping a banana milk since you started talking, patted your back and glancing around to make sure that Taehyung hasn't return from the cafeteria.

"Admit it, you like him." She said.

"Yes, I DO like him..." You mumbled, burying your head on your arms to create your little isolation room.

"Well why don't you go out with him then?"

"Yerim-ah, it's not that simple." You came out of your cave to face her. "Out of all of the people in our group, why me?"

Yerim was about to answer but you cut her. "I mean there is Irene-onnie, whose beauty surpasses every other female students in this school. There is Sooyoung too, she is also very pretty and have you heard her voice? It's angelic! Then there's you--"

"Alright, stop it there!" Yerim had enough as she cover you mouth with her hand. You need to shook your head violently to escape her rock-hard grip.

"Why are you being so negative about yourself? Is it that bad if he likes you?"

"I just don't know why he would choose me. I don't feel worth it." You sighed and rest your chin on top of your palm.

She glared at you. "What? You think Taehyung is a super star or something? Who is he that makes you feel he is superior than you?" She barked at you, resulting the two of you received some audiences in the classroom.

"And you!" She continued, and you gulped. "You are the one who met and befriend with him first! He would come to you first before joining me and onnies group! The two of you are very compatible, you guys share the same interest, have the same level of humour..." She paused and you were left hanging on her last sentences.

"Basically, both of you like each other. Why don't you just be honest with your feelings?"

Taehyung came in right after Yerim finished her speech. She get off of your desk and return to hear seat.

"What'chu guys talking about?" He approached you two in a cheerful tone while still munching his egg and bacon sandwich for lunch.

"Girls talk. No boys allowed." Yerim answered and you chuckled at her response.