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10 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜 𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚛 ....

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𝚉𝚈'𝙰𝙸𝚁𝙴 𝙲𝙷𝙰𝚅𝙴𝚉 𝙳𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙸𝙽
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"𝖢𝖧𝖠𝖵𝖤𝖹 𝖡𝖱𝖨𝖭𝖦 𝖸𝖮 𝖳𝖱𝖨𝖥𝖫𝖨𝖭' 𝖠𝖲𝖲 𝖨𝖭 𝖳𝖧𝖨𝖲 𝖱𝖮𝖮𝖬 𝖱𝖨𝖦𝖧𝖳 𝖭𝖮𝖶 !" My mama screamed at me.

But I was used to it. She would beat me beyond recognition, she would call me out my name. Call me things like "demon seed" and "bastard" because my daddy left her for herself while she was 8 months pregnant.

I walked into the "room" that me and my mama shared with my 6 other siblings. It was just a section of the living room because my mama didn't let us in her room.

"Mama stop yelling at him we made the mess, it's not Zy'Aire's fault!"

That's one thing my two older brothers always did, they always protected me from the monster i called mama.

"SHUT UP AND GO GET READY! Y'ALL DADDY IS COMING TO GET Y'ALL FOR THE NEXT 3 MONTHS BECAUSE I HATE Y'ALL !" My mama yelled as she stomped away with tears in her eyes.

Hearing those words made me sick to my stomach.

Where was I gonna go ? Why did I have to be the only child of my mother's from my bitch ass daddy? Who was gonna protect me from my mama while my siblings weren't here ?

Interrupting my thoughts, I heard the excitement in my siblimgs voices as they were getting ready to go to there dad's.

"OMG YESSS I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MY DADDY! He said when he sees me he's gonna buy me a whole bunch of stuff !" Zaria, my 6 year old sister exclaimed.

After what felt like hours of seeing my siblings wait in excitement while i was dreading there departure, the doorbell rang. They all ran to the door while I stayed put. When I heard no more excitement, I went to door to see who it was.

Oh no.

I was face to face with a lady me and my siblings had become very accustomed to seeing these last few years.

"Hello Zy'Aire , can I come in and look around a bit?" Ms. Turner, the CPS lady asked?

I slowly backed away from the door and let her come in.

"Oh wow." She said looking around our "home". "Where is your mother Zy?"

"Um she's upstairs.. please Ms. Turner don't make me stay here. Please take me with you. I can't stay here with her." I explained as tears threatened to fall out of my eyes. She looked at me with hopeful eyes and I knew it.

Today was the day I was leaving this hellhole.